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Monday, May 10, 2010 || 12:45 AM
Fking upset this few days , just fml ttm alright .
Yesterday wake up eat breakfast online awhilethan go sreply msgs. Went slping after eating slping pills and panadol , headache was killing me . Woke up ard 4 plus than saw phone , alot of unread msgs . Bathed than went blk downstair to meet with ahjie . Smoked than went ep eat lunch , slacking ard ep . After awhile , jiankun camed together with his two friends . Than went 148 bb court rc corner slack . Drink whisky together with ahjie , smoking all the way . Around 7 plus bused to bedok , we were seh alr by than . Me and her was so high on the bus , laugh . Went toilet , was vomitting like nobody's business ahjie too ! Hahah , after sending ahjie off marcus walked me to the bustop . Reached home around 9 plus or so , was on phone with nicholas . Went sleep after that. (Y)
-/ I have been thinking whats true and whats not . Love is always a lie which i always believe in it . Falling deeper and deeper till i was drowning . It has been a drug which i know it can kill me anytime but i still take the risk in trying it . Its hurting but what can i do , maybe its just a crush which will soon be over . ' if you love someone , you would would want him to be happy ' i am alr contented , i would not ask fr more . iloveyou , for the last and final time .
To ( winnie )
Oh i see , haha you're talking about yourself . Suck a fucking loser you are , i huantio you uh siao lian . What a joke , dont make people laugh . I look ugly without make up , haha i think you look million time terrible than me . Want scold me dont need scold here at my blog , how bout scolding me infront of my face ? It will be nicer isnt it , grow up luh small girl . Dont be so childish , next time i wont be talking to you in a kind manner alr . Dont xiasuay urself , -.-
