Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

I don't write post to please anyone. A typical girl next door, bel 16.
I need no judgement, but you may stay. Read more about me and maybe you'll know me well and change the point of view of me
I can be tough, can be strong. I've a wonderful boyf, wonderful sisters that acc me throughout.
-That's me

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Today went school , tml having sport day but i think i will not be going . Tml shall go meet elvis , shall be watching movie with him . Haha , having serious moodswing today -'- Humpf , my mood shot up and down like a roller coaster . I keep thinking this for the entire day , ' how much do i love you , ' It keep repeating in my head , but i just cant get the answer . Just drink finish , i felt more calmer than before . Mood totally screwed up , fuck only can . Just waiting for the right time , and im sorry . Meet felin and ahjie on fri , cant wait to meet them ' ( heartheart ) , i needa get my sim card asap , update tml .

Sometimes , miracle do happens .

Yesterday didn't went schl , was fking tired than . Met sumiko siseh @ tampines platform ard 12 plus than trained to bugis . Walking ard bugis street to find one pathetic shop who have the credit card thingy . Didnt manage to find any so we trained to orchard ( Fareast ) , finally found . Accompanied her to xtend hair , than went kfc eat lunch . Something fucking disgusting happen there , xiasuay indian man . Fuck him only luh can , -.- Trained back to tamp to meet up with ahjie and felin baby , met them @ cs . Smoked than jubeat fr rounds and together we trained to whitesand . Bought alot of cosmectic yeah , (Y) Smoked while waiting fr sumiko friend , wilson . After felin and ahjie went off , me sumiko wilson and his friend went e!hub slackslack . Went hme ard 8 plus 9 . Replied msg than ,

Today went schl around 10 , than went see ms Tan fr awhile , watched movie there . Damn nice luh (Y) , than went library and i was there the whole fking day . It was totally boring duh , not read books is sleep . Ouh , whatever . Went home around3 plus , replied msg than . Byes .

Was having alot of fun with them yesterday ' , hey apple hey orange .

Met babyen at inter than we walked to cs to meet my shirlyn , looking at them jubeating and was so envy duh . They were fking pro luh , haha i shall train till im as pro as them . Than went slacking around tamp area while waiting for jianhao to come . Ouh , met him at cs than we bused to hougang to meet kaijie . Hahah , jiahao went home . Reached , bought cig and slack around hougang mall . Met kaijie at 4 5 plus or so , than went voideck slack . Haha , there was fking gunny luh . We keep di siao siao those kids and adults . It was a thumb up , laugh off our ass right apple ? Keep disiao kaijie with the hey apple hey orange thing and he laugh . Went off around 7 plus , reached home around 8 plus like that . (Y) Later meeting xiaoyui at pasir ris , aww . Alright update tml , enjoy those pics taken .

( huiting , xinhui , me , feling & ahtingg )

Felin sist , you're so fucking cute in this photo . Baby , i love you so much alright . We'll be forever united , lets take more picture next time sweetie . I'll not have fun without your company , ♥

Yesterday met huiting and xinhui at tamp mall , than went smoking awhile and wait for ahtingg and felin to come . Slack at tamp mall , walking around aimlessly . Meet jiezhi at tamp mall together with his friend . Actually meeting randy , but he last minute cant so in the end didn't . After buying bubble tea , bused to wdl . Felin went home after that , so i and ahtingg was slacking around cwp . Smoked and wait for bihong and shun to come , they were fucking slow alright . Ahtingg went off after bihong and shun camed . Than went smoke again while walking to shun house . Was at there watching some funny tv show , really laughing our ass off duh . Bused home around 9 plus 10 , saw junloong at the bus . Reached home dye hair and off out i went . Meet eric at my block downstair , smoked chat . Didn't see him for a few months , like fuck only boxim boh contact me . Hahah , slack slack and actually want ton together but his friend didnt come so no alcohol to drink . Was fucking bored than so decided to go home do my mask instead , online awhile than went watch tv untill 3 plus 4 than went sleep . My hair colour was fucking nice duh , hahah (Y) Today shall stay at home instead , nothing much to do . At night than go out , got to go left one stick might as well smoke finish . Update next time , bye .

You just cant get out of my mind , whatthehell ♥

Love is a drug , both advantage and disadvantage . It kills but in the other hand it makes you felt happy . Sometimes , maybe leaving is the best solution . Nichelle sist , dont make me worry for you again alright . I really worry you damn fking hell when i cant get through you , lastlong alright sist . Iloveyou damn manymany , ( heartshearts)

Fking upset this few days , just fml ttm alright .

Yesterday wake up eat breakfast online awhilethan go sreply msgs. Went slping after eating slping pills and panadol , headache was killing me . Woke up ard 4 plus than saw phone , alot of unread msgs . Bathed than went blk downstair to meet with ahjie . Smoked than went ep eat lunch , slacking ard ep . After awhile , jiankun camed together with his two friends . Than went 148 bb court rc corner slack . Drink whisky together with ahjie , smoking all the way . Around 7 plus bused to bedok , we were seh alr by than . Me and her was so high on the bus , laugh . Went toilet , was vomitting like nobody's business ahjie too ! Hahah , after sending ahjie off marcus walked me to the bustop . Reached home around 9 plus or so , was on phone with nicholas . Went sleep after that. (Y)

-/ I have been thinking whats true and whats not . Love is always a lie which i always believe in it . Falling deeper and deeper till i was drowning . It has been a drug which i know it can kill me anytime but i still take the risk in trying it . Its hurting but what can i do , maybe its just a crush which will soon be over . ' if you love someone , you would would want him to be happy ' i am alr contented , i would not ask fr more . iloveyou , for the last and final time .

To ( winnie )
Oh i see , haha you're talking about yourself . Suck a fucking loser you are , i huantio you uh siao lian . What a joke , dont make people laugh . I look ugly without make up , haha i think you look million time terrible than me . Want scold me dont need scold here at my blog , how bout scolding me infront of my face ? It will be nicer isnt it , grow up luh small girl . Dont be so childish , next time i wont be talking to you in a kind manner alr . Dont xiasuay urself , -.-