Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

I don't write post to please anyone. A typical girl next door, bel 16.
I need no judgement, but you may stay. Read more about me and maybe you'll know me well and change the point of view of me
I can be tough, can be strong. I've a wonderful boyf, wonderful sisters that acc me throughout.
-That's me

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Love hurts in a form of another , even how hard you try to refrainform it . I thought we was not talking to each other , why still bother sms me . I waited two full days for your one pityful msg , but you didn't auto . I have nothing much to say , feeling so lost from this and cant feel the heart to love another . I just keep on failing in everything , seriously i hate love ! But i miss you alot , ♥

Aww , my fucking xtention keep dropping of like no body's buisness , fuck only . Ytd met star and felin around 4 plus at tamp inter . Slack slack , ' shopping' and felin went off . I and star than went inter mac to wait fr eugene , he was fucking slow luh duh . ake us wait till pekcik only , meet till him smoked than went tamp1 . Around 7 plus he went off so i and star went blk downstair slack slack smoke smoke .Smoked four stick at one go , make me fucking seh luh . Hahah than we go di siaosiao ppl , anyhow ask numberh . (Y) Reached home around 9 plus , do mask , repied msgs than went sleeping . Tml meeting star & evoster if he nvr dua me . Aww , -

K , if sometimes i nvr reply ur msg is not because i dont want to or whatever is just that im thinking . Thinking of whats future is , thinking of what love meant to me . Thankyou for treating me so well , i appreciate it . Lets take it easy form now on , -

Lost hope , totally .

Saturday , meet xiaozhu siseh at douby than trained to orchard meet bihong . Pei him go buy shirt than eat lunch there . After eating , trained to hougang meet shun & co . Kena police screened there , under blk . Like we did something wrong like that , fuck only . Meet jeremy and his cousin awhile than went hougang plaza see them play pool . Saw francis and yewchong there , so qiao bodoh . Bused to wdl to meet nicholas after that , slack at coffee shop than went cwp met with felin , star and lucas . After sending felin to her bus stop , me lucas and star bused to yishun . Saw alot of bengs there i guess , nice one .

Sunday , meet star at tamp inter . Jubeating at cs , ahh shit only my jubeat skills need to buck up on that . Went around tamp mall and cs to slack slack , than meet keefe at tamp inter after that . Walked around than jubeat again , i was poor at this , xiasuay myself only . Than went pasir elias meet weiji and co , slack at lan till 8 plus . Me and star khup alot of chocolates eat , i was smoking like machine . I was stress than , dontk why and i am in low mood . Went home around 10 plus , sleep after that .

Today , went school till 12 plus than schl brought us to jurong indoor sports hall to witness the basketball match against jurong west sec , LOL . Watch watch ttill 4 plus than bused back to schl , jaslyn they all disiao only . Hahah , you know i know luh . <: Went eat , ' bought ' foundation than went back home . Eaten and now replying msg and so on , blah blah . Off to smoke , i just cant get this feeling off my head . Its tearing me , fuck this feeling bodoh . Tml meeting randy if nothing goes wrong , aww .

-/ should you one day leaves me , i should stay strong from now onwards . The feeling is not right anymore , what is the reason and the cause of this . ♥ , 我不夠成熟 , i miss your everything .

Pictures shall do all those talkings , update tml ! Those pictures was taken tgt with xiaozhu '

Yesterday morning in schl was totally fucked up with some kind of dogs , was so dulan luh hor . Overall was a normal schl days luh . Went home bathed and took 30 min to get my hair and maked up done . Bused to yishun to meet up with baby , heaven was crying fucking heavily luh . Saw baby and co , than slack at northpoint awhile , Pei them go acrade play their car game than baby went cut hair . Slack at his house till 10 than bused back to tamp . Kap one chocolate eat , reached home around 11 plus . Eat and went to sleep . (Y)

Today wake up around 6 plus , eat than went school . Hair was in place so it did not take much of my time luh , Having alot of test recently which make everyone except me so stress up , haha i was the only one slacking around i guess . Had maths , ss and physic test today . I think physic no doubt confirm fail dao very jialat , haha bu nevermind . Tml will be meeting xiaozhu' sist maybe , didn't meet her for ages luh , imiss her tons ! Nothing much went wrong today , i just need my cigs right nows .

- / He was so adorable without spiking his hair . His silly attitude yet cute was so unique which make me fall for him . Awww , lastly i LOVE you ♥

Today , went schl around 8 plus like that . Father drove me to school , i had a bad hair day fuker . Was in school slacking for the entire day , might as well don't trun up right (Y) . Form and co form didn't come today , there was no teacher till 9 and we were slacking luh . Having a serious sinus at early afternoon , was sneezing non stop luh . Yeah , went home after schl . Bathed , eat lunch and now outside . Yesterday actually was deciding to go meet samuel but in the end stayed at home sms peoples . Felin baby called me , conferancing together with peishyan . Hahah , halfway smsing baby handphone low batt till now haven sms him a single msg . Fuck only , imy ton ! Moneh was like fly fly fly , dontknow if i could save enough for my tattoo . Alright , update tml if can .

( overdued pictures ) ♥ .


Moneh keep flying like non stop only /. Like when can i save enough for my name inked , and my hair dyed . Ah , just forget it . Yesterday went escape at downtown , was slacking at there till 7 plus and heaven cried . The sky was crying so heavily , (Y) I was jubeating at e!hub , got a super fr some couple of songs . Ya , today at schl was bored . Fucking bored to the maxi core , was sleeping throughout . I shall update tml , bye sweetie .

S(he) Be(lie)ved / ♥

Yesterday chiong home , skipped remedial . Bathed , maked up and off i trained to amk to meet up with star and felin baby/sister . Nice one , the entire trip was like an hour long . Bored to the effing max while i was in the train . Reached , went arcade find them . Miss them sister so much luh , jubeating at acrade and so on . Smoked , slack and sent felin to the mrt as she had to head home early . I and star was slacking at amk hub , than head to virtual land jubeat again . Nice one , we had some heart2heart talk at some random block . Smoke , and off we went khatib meet yakult . I swear he was cute with his lil ponytail behind him , awww . I was keep staring at his ponytail , haha . After a while , he brought his friend to slack with us . Ahh , they are like laughing non stop about something . LOL , bused home around 10 plus to 11 and dop down dead on my bed .

Today , i went school ok . I was fucking tired , eye lids keep closing but i endure . Recess time wnet find ms Tan , slacking at her room with crybaby was fun . Watch movie , ended halfway cause we need to head back for class at 11.30 . Aww , nevermind next time can watch luh . Went home , bathed maked up and off i bused to downtown meet with jaslyn & co /. Hav ( no ) fun , seriously that uncle is really a dog . Did we disturb him , did we talk as if it was too loud . You can just fuck bang that bloody wall with yr bloody head hor , knn . Seriously , you really cannot make it with ur cui bin . Ok , stop scolding luh . Tml , meeting star at 11.30 if i not wrong . I need my cigs , i swear i will be like a smoking machine if i had one pack noazxc . Ah , just forget it . I damn missing him and xiaozhu sist lots , / -.-

Move bitch , get off the way .

Haven been updating my blog for a long time , its time to blog . Haha , hello reader im back .

On friday , after school sms felin see whether where she was . Bathed , maked up and off i bused to woodlands . Saw felin and her co there , haha keep saying my figure good making me so paiseh luh . Anw , actually want settle wan daiji but in the end that boy hum dont dare come down and off his phone somemore . Whatever , went cck arcaed play jubeat , haha it was nice alright . Than together we head down to orchard , slacking and felin , jingting and me went fareast shop . Bought eyelashes & one shirt with back transparent , it was nice alright . Than after that trained to khatib meet yakult , haha he and felin shy shy one . Trained home after that .

Saturday , meet ryan and adrain at serangoon . Were slacking at the serangoon cc , wanted to sing k . Awhile , ryan went off leaving me together with adrain . Saw yumi and co , they were also going to sing k too . Ok i was sitting there looking at them singing song luh , went home at around 8 plus .

Sunday , father bring us to downtown www . I went off to meet freda at elias lan , saw her . Throughout the whole entire while , i was sleeping luh . Maybe walk up and down a few times , stomach was pain untill it was unbearable . Than went home around 10 plus or so .

Monday , not feel like going schl , stomach seem to get worse by min . Ahh fuck , went see doctor and guess what waiting time was like 2 hrs plus , nice one i swear . Than went home sleep sleep sleep , i think i didn't go out on that day . Have a big fight with my father , was so angry . He smashed my phone and what else , my cosmectic . Did something which really wrong , but nevermind its over already . Alright ,

Tuesday , didnt went school again . At home , sleeping watching tv and so on luh . Nice , haah i think stop schling will be the best option for me yeah . Bathed , maked up and off i went block downstairs wait for eddy . Haha , nice i was sitting at his bike and he was riding at a fast speed luh . Hair cui , slacking at his house playing his iphone . Yeah i admit im a dumbdumb in playing his iphone games , reached home around 9 plus .

Today , went schl halfway go home . Haha , sleeping till 2 plus wake up eat lunch than eat my medi , than watch tv again . Watch till 3 plus , bathed and maked-up off i went out . Currently now at cc , with two fucking dog beside me . So irritaing luh , haha making my laugh . They are joker i swear . Alright , photos upload next time sweetie , -

I feel like my heart for boys is already dead i swear , whenever i sees boy i do not have a feeling at all . What has come over me , is it because that i have been hurt a number of times . Falling for one , heart kena broke . Falling for another , same things happen . Ehat the fuck , -'- Ahh its alright , single is th best . Sister are the only thing in my mind now . Sister , dont drift .

& tml will be meeting star and felin baby , i miss my baby lots luh . Make up nice nice tml , and i shall chiong to amk meet them ' (winks)

Sexy bitch '

Nice picture , thanks to jaslyn who help me edit <: Thankyou sweetie !

Dontknow if have enough moneh for friday drinking and saturday birthday thingy . Humpf , see how it goes bhs . Ok , let me recap federic ask me for cig today laugh and he wanted to give me 10$ for one pack ( chiong ) which cost only 5$ , nice one ! Than after school , bused to tamp mart suppose to see whether xahboi was there but in the end he dua me again -.- Ah sua , than eat mac , saw alot east spring ppl <: Okay , went home around 4 plus , watch tv so on bla bla . After that went out smoke awhile and off i went bathing and makeup and boomb now im at cc , later meeting ppl <: update tml & lastly , happy birthday to dyan chua wen xin !

(Credit to , Jaslyn )

Hellos peoples , back for a posting right nows . Promised to upload picture & i did .

Yesterday after schl , rushed back to bathed and change and trained to meet xiaozhu ' sist at bugis after that . Went to extend hair and smoked after that than trained to hougang meet one boy at the plaza . After meeting him , we cabbed to hougang green there meet xiaozhu friend , francis , pekyee and so on luhs . Than slack with them till 7 plus than cabbed to jurongwest meet ' baby . The cab fares was like 25$ , fucking ex bud in the end only give 22$ <: ' Gan Bi bought us drinks , than we went drinking at the staircase . GanBi ' keep disiaoing my sister , making her dulan . Slack slack slack , xiaozhu cabbed home cabed home . So i and ' baby slack at the staircase loh . It was fun , <: Trained home around 11 plus , went home online untill 1 plus than went sleep . Should be tonning yesterday bud in the end dont have . Next time bhs , i shall blog till here , takecares '

People , guess what AARON TAN JUN HAO is mine again , haha . We patched and for real this time i wont ever do things make him upset . 020410 , my last one and only baby .