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“life will be better in spring”

Tuesday, March 30, 2010 || 5:55 AM

Peoples , i ahve been thinking it over and over again for past few weeks . Dont read this cause it is kind of emotional .

At the bus back than , throughout the whole entire journey i was listening to the songs we both used to like and sing . I shall not pretend nothing happened , i was the first who let this slipped by so i cant say much about it . I was dropping tears , wiped it off and dropped again . Everything seem so real when i close my eyes and think back , what we used to do . I cant help it wanting and desire you back , seriously for the real this time . I wanting to tell you iloveyou and imissyou whenever you onlined but i have no courage in this . I was such a coward , i know . Boy , what can you do to make me stop desire you so much . I just want to go find you , and hug you immediately . But i know its all already over . The day where you give me a chance is the day where i have walked back to your heart . The feeling is genuine /. Thanks for saying that you miss me , this really brighten my mood up now . Dont say that to me , cause i would really want you back so much . lastly , boy I miss you alot too . !

I was just back from hougang , a lonely and tired journey back here then . I hope someone will accompany me and lend me his or her ears . Tml shall be heading to marina , for schl outing . Okayzc , update tml . Byes sweetheart / -

Monday, March 29, 2010 || 3:55 AM

I was so happy when me and sumiko sist took this picture back then , but now everything changed . Boy , when i hear the songs you used to sing to me i cried . I need you back by my side , need to fall into ur embrace where i used to do so everytime in the past . Maybe falling in love is so easy , but to me you're never replaceble . I am satisfied to lend my ear when you are upset or down . Cause no matter where you're , i will be the first who will support you . Boy , ' hold my hand and tell me that you love me . ' ♥

Saving up moneh for my ' tian xia fu mu xin ' tatoo
Piercing tongue ,
Wednesday will be heading to marina barage , outing .

Sunday, March 28, 2010 || 12:03 AM

Marcus chen , happy birthday pig 生日快乐 ! ♥

280310 , peoples here is a friend/pig of mine . Today is his birthday , wish him happy birthday alright .

Yesterday wake up , called bihong . Bathed , make up and off i bused to wdl to meet him . Reached , called him and waited for him to fetch me . Slacking at his house , bla bla bla . There was one part where bihong's mum and me was laughing off our ass . ( Hahah ) Around 5 plus , went to the bbcourt to meet his cousin & shun . They was playing basketbal , i was listening to songs . Went eat at 888 , next time my turn treat you uh pig pig . <: went home after that , i was tired bodoh . Today i think i wont be heading out , alot ppl jio me out today but sorry to disappoint them ' next time kayzxc sweeties / ♥

Wednesday, March 24, 2010 || 7:32 PM

( click to enlarge , haha ) ^(0)^

Sry readers didn't get to update blog for a few days . <:

@ 23rd , reached home called bihong , piggy and laugh off my ass talking to him using english . Hahah , my english damn ' power ' luh seriously . Smsing babyen , stanely and alot others . Bathed , make up , done my hair finish and when i just about to go out , have a small small quarrel with my father but it turns out alright . Meet stanely at simei mrt platform than trained to tamp mall to meet babyen . My nuer come meet us around 7.15 , it was so effing late . Jubeat'ing , i sucks at this luh but i'll work hard kayzxc . @ burgerking outside , stanley say his friend wil come , lol he dontk that they know babyen , haha . His friend keep disiao my nuer untill she bo wei gong . Train home , online and alot peoples tell me that they saw me at tamp mall , LOL how random . Hahah . Slept at 11 plus , tired bodoh . <:

@ yesterday , the 24th . Morning father fetch me and my sist to schl , he found out that his car petrol left one bit , haha . Than he drive damn fast to get his car petrol'ed . Have class photo yesterday , i damn hate this part . Kena scolded for not putting my hair and tie in place . In the end , ah sua all clip up like one kind of dog , this yr photo i sumpa i wont touch or even look a single glance on it . >: ! After schl , went home bathed and jitao called xiaozhu sist asking where she is , than bought my stud and off i go , trained to bugis . Reached bugis called her , meet her outside the bugerking , saw my emilyn precious there too , it has been mths since i saw her . Hahah , walk around than the marcus call emilyn phone if i not wrong than meet him and his girlf outside iluma . Haha , his girlf was chio ! Than walk around , first floor second floor blah blah blah thanwent outside bugerking once again to meet bihong at around 5 plus , hah . Went slacking slacking till 9 plus than trained home . Recahed home , cut hair and called bihong . We talk from 11 plus to 3 plus i think . By that time i hung the phone , i was seh seh alr . Haha , yeahs nice h2h talking yah dumb pig <:

@ today , didn't went schl , but i still wake up at 6 plus . Slept for only 3 hrs , leg was so fucking pain , seriously you can feel the pain inside the bone it was fucking gaoweik and damn pain luhr , so today didnt go schl ^ haha . End here nows , quite a long blog post alr ^ haha , byes sweetie & sry i didn't have the time to upload pic ? Sry , awwww

Tags reply here sweetie (L)

> blog-hop , photobucker ^
> EMEMCJY , sist have fun with you (L) meet soonzxc
> Guest , nopes (:
> Ahqinggg , i damn sweee one hor , haha i damn hor okayzxc .
> xiaozhu ' , eh sist dont be a smoker machine , haha let me be instead , (L)
> ps , i not quite sure , i help you find than give you the link ? <: > passerby , erh yarh ? whyes ?
> Miiko , haha thanks uh !
> Passerby/SY , haha thanks , i not chio luhs ^ you're ?
> Pohching , yo sist , long time nvr meet (L)
> Cassandra , haha okays okays <: > tingfei , yeah redhil ? LOL ,
> Psb , LOL , my sist nvr step one lian , ? dont ka her jiaowei thanks but i appreciate . & thanks , i not so pretty . Lauqhs , maybe you're ?

Monday, March 22, 2010 || 4:11 AM

Sorry readers , some of the photos have no been uploaded. Photo upload tml alright , awww .
' Nothing last forever , foever is bullshit baby ' camed by this sentence when browsing blog , i totally fark agree to this yeahs readers ♥ . During school time , was pissed off over something . Knnpcb , ehsai come in fornt of me shoot me right on my face okayzxc dont behing ka my firned jiaowei hor , so kaypo uh ? LOL , tired than . First day @ schl , holiday ended and brand new term start ehys . Ah okayzxc , after schl went tampines there de kopitiam eat than bought bubble tea and off me and elieen bus'ed to tampines mall slack and find things eat . Haha thank elieen for treating me eat luh kayzxc , next time my turn swee boh <: Than walk around tamp , find it boring than walk to 800 plus blk there slack . At the basketball court near st hilda sec slack and saw wenbing there . Hahah so wuxim , he untill now still rmb me . Heartshearts ♥ / ! Than slack and bus'ed back to tamp mall and off i went home .

Yesterday after i offlined , went to khup ciggs from my friend down his house . Smoke 4 @ one go , haha not heavy smoker kayzxc ' winks ! Than went home do hair , sms my blogshop peoples , melvin and others ♥ Than do hair and off i went dout of the house to de'stress myself ehys . Currently chatting with bihong , boonleng arkaliao and others stranger(s) on ebuddy . Okayzxc off to do check out my contact lens . Byes , promise to have picture uploaded tml .

Tags reply here ,

psb2 ,
hello chiobu, how did you take piictures so nice?
how do you go in 24? hear frmppl, 24 girl zui girls all chio one huh? stay pretty
> Erh my pictures not nice , haha thanks anyw . People pull me in , erh ya they all very pretty .

rowen ,
u pierced septum pain ? Look so cool ,
> erh haha , not pain & thanks ^

Viona ,
uh ,idk lah. I just pass by her blog.Saw your name. LOOL.
Sister ah ,meetupsoon <3 lurvs.
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Yoh zharbor bo tag me , boxim luh u ! LOL :X KK , tagged !
> haha tag you soonzxc kayzxc , i where have boxim . <:

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Hi, thanks for tagging/replying at my blog. ^^ Err, yeah, I want chup.? Are you th one who's in charge of pulling people in?? x
> haha noproblem (: , you want chup , nopes leys . I help you ask . ^

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i think i saw you today, Haha tagged. :']
> where ? Ohokays :>

Saturday, March 20, 2010 || 11:24 PM

Buying contact lens , chatting with ivan , vess they all . Entertain me , dance dance *
So damn pekcik right now okayzxc , sist going oversea alone at home nothing to do . Fark , uploading picture to blog and blah blah blah , msn kind of spoilt . Alright just came by for a blog post , off to facebook nows .

The word miss means nothing without a i but it is even worst without a you ♥

I miss you , sweetie .

Fuck you like a bitch ; -

Friday, March 19, 2010 || 10:50 PM

Let me recap , sry readers fr not posting a few days . Yesterday , wake up @ 9 plus called one boy to wake him up and off i went to bath . Sms sumiko sist whether she can go out together with me . @ 11 plus , meet sumiko sist at simei platform and off we trained to douby . Slack untill 3 plus than trained to bugis shopee . After that online chatting with vessie and will be meeting her later in the day . Trained to yishun , sumiko sist's house and she gave me quite a number of pretty clothes . Bus to tamp to meet up with vessie and off we trained to whitesand e!hub jubeat'ing , Slack till 11 plus than catch the train home . Reach home saw qiqi behind , blahblah . @ home , msn with elvis , melvin and so on . Nice one , after that call bihong talk talk laugh laugh . Than went online again , online till 4 plus in the morning and went sleep . Tired naozxc ;D . I shall end here , byes ! Waiting fr sist to upload all picture (L)

( You , )

Sometimes i really do not know what am i doing , what i want to do . Don't blame to for breaking those promises i have make to you cause you're the one that break it first . Remember that times when i love you wholeheartly and one day you just sent a msg that your feeling fade and what else , i can find one better than you . But true , i did find one better than you . You've let me down , so this time round dont blame me for such things .

( You , )

For goodness sake , why am i falling for you which i should not have in the first place . People tell me you are not a good guy but i cant help it cause i desire you so much . Seriously , i hate myself this way . You told me , 'you're mine' . Do you know what it means , and what consequences you must take ? I really cant get myslef to love you , cause i scared i will get hurt once more . Changed , -

( You , )

Sweetie , although i do not know you well or met you a few times only . I say i will trust you , trust that you would not hurt me for the past which i have been hurt quite a few times and the pain is unbearable . I cant affoard to make a mistake , cause the price i have to pay is a million times more . Biw ♥

( to all peoples )

If he ask you whether i have flirt or blah blah whatever guy just dont care . and one thing , i and him already is past so dont talk about him in front of me if you dont want see my getting piss off okayzxc , thanks ! (L)

Monday, March 15, 2010 || 9:57 PM

Later meeting vess , babyen , desmond and others maybe (?) want take grp pic luh .
want repierced my 2nd nose hole .
Wahsei long time never meet my bro , desmond le sial , imhim fuck lots bodoh .

Alriqht people , currently chatting with brother , edrick , freda and others . Kan sian naos , desmond keep saing about my sister hair jitao no mercy , golden . Hahah , jitao laughs off my ass kayzxc . Humpf , want go put full leg never jio me put also . So boh xim sial him , haha 25 pei him put , haha ;D Lauqhs lauqhs keep guailan with him <: Okayzxc go to go now , making up and off i go off , aww , sry fr short post ;D

Saturday, March 13, 2010 || 8:45 PM

( Webcaming with Evita pretty ! )

Hey peoples , i have broken off . <: So happy luh , tweets ' rawks Now trying to get my youtube , wedding dress to load . It was effing long alright . Morning wake up @ 8 plus , saw my phone tio spam my bh calls . Haha sry never wait for him and i fall alseep . Wake up , wash and on comp chatting with peoples & checking my blogshop . Changed blogskin , it took me a long time can seriously . Let me recap what i do yesterday , morning wake up bh called and bath so on blah blah blah than trained to wdl to meet him . After that , went to find shun & xiaozhu ' We two were waiting at the staircase luhs . Haha , wanting to sleep <: Than went up to find them and off we go to bh hse . Trained to bugis after that , its was so effing bored can . Saw zining sist there also . xiaozhu and me khup cosmectic worth more than 100$ Haha than bh and shun come find us . Walk around , slacking slacking until 9 than trained back home . At home , do my mask and so on . Smsing xiaozhu ' shun & bh and watching tvee . At night bh called and fall alseep while waiting for his calls . Sry sry , <:

Listening to : Taeyang - wedding dress

Currently at : Grandma's hse .

Loving the times when i was not with you , just guess you were never mine the first place ♥.

Thursday, March 11, 2010 || 9:45 PM

( uploaded , past photos ' )

Wah effing happy luh , holiday starting already and i can on comp 24 hrs . Haha , bud fuck de is that no money given . Nevermind , today have my poa exams . Kind of easy bud i think i make a lot of careless mistakes ? Oh whatever , i shall stop post now . Sry fr the short post today , byes readers '

|| 3:02 AM

Uploading picture & im offlined / bye sweetie !

Wednesday, March 10, 2010 || 1:52 AM

( Msn-ing with biw biw , so happy die ! )

Just met darren at common wealth . Let me rewind , today went home @ 12 plus after pei my mummy go 201 shop for shoes . Than reached home , bathed , make up , smsing darren and so on blah blah blah than trained to common wealth find him . I was lost , dontknow if i reached the correct place , decided to walk to the kopitiam to find phone call him than saw him with a girl come . Haha , slack at the staircase with him blah blah blah . He say i look diff in pic and real life , haha i know i more bunag in real life ya . After that than trained back to simei . Knn , when walking to the cc kena stalked by one bastard . See jitao sian can , he was very xialan lo . Walked as fast as i could and boomb now i was at th communtiy centre ;D Tomorow have home econ test , hope can pass without any effort yea ;> Msn-ing with my biw biw his back pain leys . Bud cant meet him , if nto can help him massage . He damn cute leys , Iloveyou luhs biw , last oneandonly !

To someone you know who you are ,

Even though i have left you so long time ago , even though how much you are still loving me now , it already ended and i know i should not give you false hope . Keep your love and kiss to the next princess of yours , you will feel that its all worth it . Takecares & goodbye '

1. Are you single: Nopes
2. Are you happy: Nopes.
3. Are you bored: Kind of.
4. Are you fair: Yes.
5. Are you indian: No.
6. Are you stupid: Nopes.
7. Are you honest: Dontknow.
8. Are you irish: No.
9. Are you nice: Of course.
10. Are you asian: Yes.

Ten Facts.
Full name: Sherray QLP.
Nickname: Kiyomi , xmenthol
Birthplace: KK Hospital.
Hair colour: Light brown.
Hair style: Spike spike type.
Eye colour: Dark Brown.
DOB: 13 september.
Mood: Upset.
Favourite colour: Blue.
One place you wish to visit: Tokyo.

Ten facts about your love.
1. Been in love: Yes.
2. Believe love in first sight: Yes.
3. Currently have a crush: Yes.
4. Hurt emotionally before: Yes.
5. Broken someone's heart: Yeahs.
6. Have your heart broken: Yes .
7. Like someone but kept in heart: Nope.
8. Are you afraid of commitment: Yeah.
9. Last person you hugged: bearbear.
10. Last person you said ILYs: Forgot who le.

This or That.
Love or lust: Love.
Cats or dogs: Dogs.
Best friends or regular friends: Best friends.
Creamy or crunchy: Creamy.
Pencil or pen: Pen.
Wild night out or romantic in: Romantic in.
Money or happiness: Happiness.
Night or day: Night.
IM or phone: Phone.

Have you ever.
Been caught sneaking out: Yes.
Seen a polar bear: Yeah.
Done something you regret: Yes, thousand times.
Jumping: LOL ?
Eat food that fell on the floor: Haha.
Eat an entire Jaw breaker: Nopes.
Been caught naked: I think have ?.
Wanted boyfriend back: Yes.
Cried because lost a person forever: Yes.
Wanted to disappear: If can.

Preference in love.
Smile or eyes: Smile.
Light or dark hair: Light.
Hugs or kiss: Both , :D
Shorter or taller : Shorter.
Intelligence or attraction : Attraction.
Violent or pathetic: LOL.
Older or younger: Older.
Sweet or bad: Sweet.

Have you.
Performed in a large crowd: Yes.
Talk on the phone longer than an hour: Yes.
A rock concert: Dont have.
Cheerleading team: No.
Dance team: No.
Drama play or production: Np.
Owned rich cars: Next time.
In a rap video: No.

Last.
Last call you made: Sweetheart.
Hugged: bearbear.
Hung out: Just.
Work: donthave.
Talked to: boonleng <3>

Tuesday, March 9, 2010 || 12:54 AM

( webcaming with esmond ^^ )

( Candid picture taken by sumiko sist @ tpy )

Woo yeah , pples back for post . This few day went out and was damn happy about it . (L) Dontk why i feel i have freedom le , haa . Sweetheart , i kind of random today so just bear with me okays . Yesterday went amk to find my long long friend , haha . Than went slack at his house , watch tveee and so on untill 8 plus than trained home . Reached home , sms xhate sist and blah blah blah , daiji daiji daiji . Hahah , bihong called and after that went out smoke blah blah blah and off i went to sleep . Today wake up , hair cui leas . Took a long time make it nice back . Went schl around 7 plus 8 , father car me schl . Haha , holiday that time i wan do my hair more pong pong , ^ . Went home that time , saw a grp of ite-ians at my blk downstair . Go guess what happen next . Than went off , bathed called xhate & bihong and went online now . Currently webcamming with alot pples , naoz webcaming with thida siaoeh , she gan chio ! Picture upload soonzxc (L)

Sumiko sist , must lastlong with your boyf uhs ! Haha , must stay tiongxim both of you , (L) Lurvs ' go sun tanning next time ? Jio you all out kayzxc . (L)

Saturday, March 6, 2010 || 9:53 PM

Yesterday went teckmeng's friend chalet . Meet sist at tampines platform than we together trained to bugis . Pei sist buy shoes , haha was fun alright ;> Than after slacking at bugis , we trained to bushan junction 8 to slack . It was boring duh than we trained to woodlands , i khup silky girl de bb cream . Damn nice loh , than after that went khup eye lashes . Trained to tpy to pei sist to meet her brother sister . After that , cabbed to pasir ris downtown to meet with teckmeng than went to his friend chalet . Playing 21 and taiti at the chalet . Smoke smoke and went fetch bihong they all than went in slack . Slack until 11 plus father car me and sumiko sist home . Than awhile bihong they all want come ton with us than father car me to 201 to buy mac fr them to eat . Reached home , ask bihong they all wait fr me and sumiko sist down stair . Went up , changed and went down . After that play play untill whole body wet . Woah , so tired can . After that , they come up and have a heart t heart talking with each other . Frm 1 plus to 5 plus than they went home . Sumiko sist than at my hse sleep . @ 11 plus , she went off cause she going to her saloon . (L) Chatting with darren on phone just now , haha now online . Alright i shall end here , byes !

Friday, March 5, 2010 || 9:50 PM

( Click the pic to enlarge )
Talking picture using the window live camera thing , haha ;> alright i shall go naoz . Waiting fro sumiko sis to tell me that she have reached than going to meet her than rained to common wealth to meet darren . Sry for the short post readers (L) awww .

Thursday, March 4, 2010 || 9:42 PM

Uploaded by xiaozhu siseh went we were @ bihong hse /

Yesterday finally get to meet up with baby , i misses him alot manzxc ! Bus-ed to his hse below wait for him from 4 plus to around 5.15 i think . When i was just about to go make a phone call using public phone , heaven cried . I was walking in the rain alone heh . Called baby and walked back to his hse in the rain . -.- Pressed dorrbell and waited so damn long outside with no responce . Awhile more baby camed to opened his door for me , went in fucking angry like a bitch . Baby keep saying sorry sorry sorry , his face definately make my wanna laugh out loud . His hug make my forget everything and took away my angerness inside . I returned back to my cheerful me . Going home that time saw baby's mother than went eat with them , after that bus-ed home . Fuck eh , i xiasuay myself cause of something . Nevermind nothing good to say so i skipped this part alright . (L)

Today went schl punctually , never tio scolded except went it was going home that time /. Everything was fine , my hair today was damn nice , spikey spike one . LOL , towards the end of the schl , we had to stay back for awhile . Teacher give us orea & gummy , nice one ! Use friend phone sms darren . I was bored luhs ! Now at cc using comp , playing games (L) Alright i shall end here . Takecares ' later will have my puff if that two dog give me , haha . My minty chill loves '

Wednesday, March 3, 2010 || 1:48 AM

- webcaming with my long time friend , sylvester (L) He's a fucker , haha <:

- Me and sister sumiko / nichelle ( L ) I miss her loads loads !

@ 010310 , went meet star and another girl at tamp inter . Than together bus-ed to 201 saloon to cut hair . We wait like so fucking long can , 30 - 40 min maybe ? Than both of them want cut my hairstly , they say nice so they cut spike . Both look so chio after cutting , (L) Bus-ed back to tamp mall again . Went ayies @ century square to look for hair bands . Went we were about to go home , a grp of bengs want ask number (?) Haha , kampua suay , walk everywhere saw dao them . Around 9 plus , bus-ed back home and online :>

@ 010310 , went home , bathed than train-ed to woodlands to meet siseh xiaozhu ' Reached about 1hr after , called xiaozhu than ask them how to go to xiaozhu friend hse . Walk untill ost can , fuck . Reached , slack with xiaozhu' they all until 7 plus than went causeway point khup things . Slack until 10 plus than train-ed back home . Reached home around 11 plus , sleep @ 12 plus .

@ Today , nothing much just damn tired leas . Stayed back fr remedial until 3 plus , i did not sleep during the remedial uhs , im guai today <: haha . Bla bla bla , i shall end here . Sry fr not posting the past few days , awwww <:

Nichelle sist , see here hor . You dont do things rashly or foolishly okays . You dontknow you like that do hurt me and xiaozhu sister meh , never think before ? You know what is the consequences anot , peoples that love you will damn heartbrokenn de kays . Please , sist dont ever do it anymore . Iloveyou much much , ♥