“life will be better in spring”

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She did look like a fucker baby ! Haa , miss die all sister dears ! Happy 2010 yeah , pbt

Tml meeting xZhu , she bringing tapoh leys call me bring also , can ah see who i wan jio out loh ! Laughs , fuck the base luh . Heh , sian die today actually wan go out but then sister boh free luh can . Neverm , tml went downtown with alot of peoples . Saw quite alot of friends there , see ahMei play parapara , so darm pro luh ! Than went play jubeat , meet alot of friends . Xchange tip somemoe . Laughs .

• Going geylang ahma hse !
• Go high high tml alright with sister they all !
• Happy birthday to ( yongliang > )

Sweet , alright go puff my icee blast and meet friend if who free loh . Bye , sucker face :x

She did look like a fucker baby ! Haa , miss die all sister dears ! Happy 2010 yeah , pbt

Tml meeting xZhu , she bringing tapoh leys call me bring also , can ah see who i wan jio out loh ! Laughs , fuck the base luh . Heh , sian die today actually wan go out but then sister boh free luh can . Neverm , tml went downtown with alot of peoples . Saw quite alot of friends there , see ahMei play parapara , so darm pro luh ! Than went play jubeat , meet alot of friends . Xchange tip somemoe . Laughs .

• Going geylang ahma hse !
• Go high high tml alright with sister they all !
• Happy birthday to ( yongliang > )

Sweet , alright go puff my icee blast and meet friend if who free loh . Bye , sucker face :x

Happy new year peoples , 37 minutes to new year ! So fking happy

Laughs , last wednesday i think . Meet jesslyng & yongliang at simei . Than we trained to bugis , play arcade , knn he come disiao me so my jubeat failed . Haa , cute die him ! Than awhile more his friend come and pei him slack and smoke loh . Bought ice cream , smoke and off i and jesslyn went . Awhile called him asking him whr was he , at bugis street so i chiong thr loh . Saw a group of bengs include him , wahsei ! Than went iluma there de floor slack slack . He need go cityhall settle things so me and jess pei him loh ! Haa , after that another guy come slack with us , junhao i think . Than we 5 person trained to pasir ris . Haiya and alot more luh , next time than update . Now outside play arcade , bye ! && miss die all of eui fuckers !

Happy new year peoples , 37 minutes to new year ! So fking happy

Laughs , last wednesday i think . Meet jesslyng & yongliang at simei . Than we trained to bugis , play arcade , knn he come disiao me so my jubeat failed . Haa , cute die him ! Than awhile more his friend come and pei him slack and smoke loh . Bought ice cream , smoke and off i and jesslyn went . Awhile called him asking him whr was he , at bugis street so i chiong thr loh . Saw a group of bengs include him , wahsei ! Than went iluma there de floor slack slack . He need go cityhall settle things so me and jess pei him loh ! Haa , after that another guy come slack with us , junhao i think . Than we 5 person trained to pasir ris . Haiya and alot more luh , next time than update . Now outside play arcade , bye ! && miss die all of eui fuckers !

Camping last few days , 24 to 27 .
Alot of shuai ge and prettays , haha ! Thanks my " bro " for taking care of me at the camp nah hur , the stupid jeff , xiaobai , alot moreh . Having more of suck camps next time alright . Haha .

Day one ,

• went there around 2 plus , oriaentation camp .
• Cheebye , phuaybye kena fall down ! Haha thanks xiaobai for his hand , lurvs !
• Around 8 plus eat dinner ?
• Sleep at 12 plus , play water game fight lah , huat lah !

Day two ,

• wake up kenna punishment for late loh , knn .
• After that stomach darm hungry eat breakfast , bio th tapoh next to me . Ha
• Than water games , play untill whole body wet wet
• Went sleep at 12 plus .

Day three ,

• Wake up , boys kena punishment , sad aaron also kenna .
• Haha , he dontk how to do jumping jack , laughs ! Lurvs , <3
• Than play massive water game , fall down . Kena chase by mei .
• Alot boy help me by breaking my sist water bomb , haha
• Thanks , jeff , xiaobai , kalon , alot luh !
• Campfire at night , alot parent come and alot outsiders come too
• Ton with jeff , kok weng , sebastian they all . Lame dao fuck !

Day four

• Chanting dk what thing , behind me sitting two boy .
• Haha , than went eat breakfast go hme !
• Exchange numbers w a few tapoh and zahboh !
• Hah than went hme /
• Now outside with xinhui and gina .

Laughs , xiaobai help me buy viceroy menthol leys , thanks luh next time jio you out slack huh ! Smsing with friends and suddenlyn xDoor fren called me , haha xDoor intro me tapoh heh ! Laughs alright i shall end here , wait my next post ok . Bye

Camping last few days , 24 to 27 .
Alot of shuai ge and prettays , haha ! Thanks my " bro " for taking care of me at the camp nah hur , the stupid jeff , xiaobai , alot moreh . Having more of suck camps next time alright . Haha .

Day one ,

• went there around 2 plus , oriaentation camp .
• Cheebye , phuaybye kena fall down ! Haha thanks xiaobai for his hand , lurvs !
• Around 8 plus eat dinner ?
• Sleep at 12 plus , play water game fight lah , huat lah !

Day two ,

• wake up kenna punishment for late loh , knn .
• After that stomach darm hungry eat breakfast , bio th tapoh next to me . Ha
• Than water games , play untill whole body wet wet
• Went sleep at 12 plus .

Day three ,

• Wake up , boys kena punishment , sad aaron also kenna .
• Haha , he dontk how to do jumping jack , laughs ! Lurvs , <3
• Than play massive water game , fall down . Kena chase by mei .
• Alot boy help me by breaking my sist water bomb , haha
• Thanks , jeff , xiaobai , kalon , alot luh !
• Campfire at night , alot parent come and alot outsiders come too
• Ton with jeff , kok weng , sebastian they all . Lame dao fuck !

Day four

• Chanting dk what thing , behind me sitting two boy .
• Haha , than went eat breakfast go hme !
• Exchange numbers w a few tapoh and zahboh !
• Hah than went hme /
• Now outside with xinhui and gina .

Laughs , xiaobai help me buy viceroy menthol leys , thanks luh next time jio you out slack huh ! Smsing with friends and suddenlyn xDoor fren called me , haha xDoor intro me tapoh heh ! Laughs alright i shall end here , wait my next post ok . Bye

• Bath and meet alvina at my hse .
• Went simei mrt meet bi and slack at simei .
• Awhile went geylang ahma hse .
• Slack smoke .
• Tml going camp till sunday , suree miss die everyone de

Haha , you're my type of boy . Laughs dont mind what my friend say alright , is just nonsence luh bi . Hahah laughs , lurvs you ! Haha , yesterday meet bi awhile than his friend come find us slack loh . Than around 4 plus went hme change and went out to geylang . Haa , smoke slack smoke under the blk . Fking bored luh can , tml camp dontknow what shyt . Haa , laughs alright people wait for my next post uh ! Miss die eui bi , heart lurvs !

• Bath and meet alvina at my hse .
• Went simei mrt meet bi and slack at simei .
• Awhile went geylang ahma hse .
• Slack smoke .
• Tml going camp till sunday , suree miss die everyone de

Haha , you're my type of boy . Laughs dont mind what my friend say alright , is just nonsence luh bi . Hahah laughs , lurvs you ! Haha , yesterday meet bi awhile than his friend come find us slack loh . Than around 4 plus went hme change and went out to geylang . Haa , smoke slack smoke under the blk . Fking bored luh can , tml camp dontknow what shyt . Haa , laughs alright people wait for my next post uh ! Miss die eui bi , heart lurvs !

• Meet emilyn pretty precious at batok / with her fren
• Went cofee bean meet peishyan , viona and others
• Went arcade , than went cck .
• Went hme around 8 plus .

Went batok find emilyn and her fren , than sms peishyan where she is . Than meet them at cofeebean , woah . Than went arcade awhile than take bus with emilyn dey all to cck , sitting bhind us was bengs , lol . Go everywhere saw dao them luh can , hah -.- Than slack slack take pics , other will b upload next time . Than smoke , eat cup noodles . Awhile more xzhu went to woodlands while me and emilyn slack at lot 1 loh , saw alot of bengs . ! LOL , i no piercin he cfm jio , haha i no piercin like so weird luh can sist . Than awhile slack at roof garden than went hme . Reached simei , got two boys ask me something than went hme sms darren " baby " , and alot more peopls , handphone sot again , darm ! Nvm , chatting with xzhu sist now , i love you ! && happy belated 18th birthday babylover , loveeui !

' xiaozhu: sisterr okehh lah . next time hug wnt touch dao euir neh lahh

> Hahah sist relac luh , hug hug eui !

Emilynczh's.: Sist! I'll update blog tmr. Luvyou! Hehez.

> alright sist !

unknown: mind giving msn ? you're cute

> queklaypeng@hotmail , laughs boh luh !

• Meet emilyn pretty precious at batok / with her fren
• Went cofee bean meet peishyan , viona and others
• Went arcade , than went cck .
• Went hme around 8 plus .

Went batok find emilyn and her fren , than sms peishyan where she is . Than meet them at cofeebean , woah . Than went arcade awhile than take bus with emilyn dey all to cck , sitting bhind us was bengs , lol . Go everywhere saw dao them luh can , hah -.- Than slack slack take pics , other will b upload next time . Than smoke , eat cup noodles . Awhile more xzhu went to woodlands while me and emilyn slack at lot 1 loh , saw alot of bengs . ! LOL , i no piercin he cfm jio , haha i no piercin like so weird luh can sist . Than awhile slack at roof garden than went hme . Reached simei , got two boys ask me something than went hme sms darren " baby " , and alot more peopls , handphone sot again , darm ! Nvm , chatting with xzhu sist now , i love you ! && happy belated 18th birthday babylover , loveeui !

' xiaozhu: sisterr okehh lah . next time hug wnt touch dao euir neh lahh

> Hahah sist relac luh , hug hug eui !

Emilynczh's.: Sist! I'll update blog tmr. Luvyou! Hehez.

> alright sist !

unknown: mind giving msn ? you're cute

> queklaypeng@hotmail , laughs boh luh !

Sweet love ! , i love you

Happy belated 18 birthday , babylover <3 me love eui lots alriqht !
Today get to update post for awhile , later going out with peishyan , emilyn , her fren , and mayb viona ? Laugh , today xams just over fucking bored die me luh can .

Nah , sister all going oversea i was so darm bored alone at singapore luh can / -.- nah , went facial with mother so darm relaxing can , 50 $ . Mother buying mascara for me , treating me for a movie which i hav watched before , 2012 . LOL

Alriqht , making up and ready to go batok meet peishyan and emilyn le . Wait for my post alriqht ! Iloveyou

Sweet love ! , i love you

Happy belated 18 birthday , babylover <3 me love eui lots alriqht !
Today get to update post for awhile , later going out with peishyan , emilyn , her fren , and mayb viona ? Laugh , today xams just over fucking bored die me luh can .

Nah , sister all going oversea i was so darm bored alone at singapore luh can / -.- nah , went facial with mother so darm relaxing can , 50 $ . Mother buying mascara for me , treating me for a movie which i hav watched before , 2012 . LOL

Alriqht , making up and ready to go batok meet peishyan and emilyn le . Wait for my post alriqht ! Iloveyou

Talking so much .

First time u ask me patch , i dont even have a feeling for you . But slowly feeling came again , when the time i meet you and hav alot of fun my feeling for you increase again , i found myslef love you more than myself . When the days in malaysia , you tell me about those thing happen in th chalet , yeah . Bcause of this we break again . Haha claps , did'nt i say i wont do anything dui bu qi from that moment u gave me those rules did'nt i say all this . Nah its alright le okeh (: It doesnt matter so darm much either .

Planning all this thing for ,
Telling you how much i love you for ?
Begging you to not to leave me for ,
in the end nothing changes what , still the same ending . Hahah /. (:

Whatever , -.- believe or not is u choose urself . I no need to say so much cause whatever i say u dont want listen also wont change anything much . But say real , truely i really love you one nah .

Talking so much .

First time u ask me patch , i dont even have a feeling for you . But slowly feeling came again , when the time i meet you and hav alot of fun my feeling for you increase again , i found myslef love you more than myself . When the days in malaysia , you tell me about those thing happen in th chalet , yeah . Bcause of this we break again . Haha claps , did'nt i say i wont do anything dui bu qi from that moment u gave me those rules did'nt i say all this . Nah its alright le okeh (: It doesnt matter so darm much either .

Planning all this thing for ,
Telling you how much i love you for ?
Begging you to not to leave me for ,
in the end nothing changes what , still the same ending . Hahah /. (:

Whatever , -.- believe or not is u choose urself . I no need to say so much cause whatever i say u dont want listen also wont change anything much . But say real , truely i really love you one nah .

Baby , im sorry . Seeing eui so upset make me no mood also , -.- .
I make eui upset and dissapointed . Its all my fault !
Baby , promised wont make eui dissapointed one more .
You're the oxygen that i cant breathe without . Iloveyou !

Dontknow how many times make him sad , im not a good stead .
Today wake up stomach dontknow why so pain , muscle cramp . LOL , make my whole day cannot do much thing . Than later at night going out again , sianneh go everwhere see mostly is malays . Than this few days never go out , stay at hme online friendster thing loh .

/ Nichelle , valerie , peishyan i miss you to like what the fuck . Nah , coming back really soon , 5 moreh days if i not wrong .

Nothing much to write today , bye :> 25ths , ily !

• Ilove eui wholeheartedly , ♥
• Want to last long with eui
• Never forget what we plan , 4 yrs ! ♥
• Dont like to see eui get sho upset and hurt . / :<
• Want to hav a good future ! ♥
• Yah ,
• Dont hav heart for another guy except eui ♥
• I will try , !
• You're very important . very very ♥
• Will change fr eui . :>

Baby , im sorry . Seeing eui so upset make me no mood also , -.- .
I make eui upset and dissapointed . Its all my fault !
Baby , promised wont make eui dissapointed one more .
You're the oxygen that i cant breathe without . Iloveyou !

Dontknow how many times make him sad , im not a good stead .
Today wake up stomach dontknow why so pain , muscle cramp . LOL , make my whole day cannot do much thing . Than later at night going out again , sianneh go everwhere see mostly is malays . Than this few days never go out , stay at hme online friendster thing loh .

/ Nichelle , valerie , peishyan i miss you to like what the fuck . Nah , coming back really soon , 5 moreh days if i not wrong .

Nothing much to write today , bye :> 25ths , ily !

• Ilove eui wholeheartedly , ♥
• Want to last long with eui
• Never forget what we plan , 4 yrs ! ♥
• Dont like to see eui get sho upset and hurt . / :<
• Want to hav a good future ! ♥
• Yah ,
• Dont hav heart for another guy except eui ♥
• I will try , !
• You're very important . very very ♥
• Will change fr eui . :>

我不是故意要伤害你的 . If breaking will let you more happy than eui break . Hahah :> This is better for we two ! I cant cry over a spilled milk isnt it , this is how we ended . Nah , this time never been so sad like last time . This time i dui bu qi eui , sorry :< # should not hav take ur trust for granted . # should not hav play that " game " # should not hav betray eui in this way . Nah , this is end . :> you find ur better girl go , i change myself for another . I hav hurt a lot of peoples , especially is eui . I promise wont hong anymore ok , i wont let eui and me to be over . I miss eui sho much , every sec every minute i in malaysia . : Yesterday night you sent me the five words , i cant sleep untill today morning . I keep tossing and turning .

To him ,
I hav hurt eui , eui changed to a tx guy but this time round i hurt you by being unfaithful , wo dui bu qi ni ! If eui wan to find another better girl you go , i wish eui good luck and last long with that girl ^^ haha , :>

• My fucking hong attitude must change !
• Must change fir the better , in order not to hurt anyone .

Takecares ' will remember the rules you have gave me , from 1 to 10 . Iloveyou !

我不是故意要伤害你的 . If breaking will let you more happy than eui break . Hahah :> This is better for we two ! I cant cry over a spilled milk isnt it , this is how we ended . Nah , this time never been so sad like last time . This time i dui bu qi eui , sorry :< # should not hav take ur trust for granted . # should not hav play that " game " # should not hav betray eui in this way . Nah , this is end . :> you find ur better girl go , i change myself for another . I hav hurt a lot of peoples , especially is eui . I promise wont hong anymore ok , i wont let eui and me to be over . I miss eui sho much , every sec every minute i in malaysia . : Yesterday night you sent me the five words , i cant sleep untill today morning . I keep tossing and turning .

To him ,
I hav hurt eui , eui changed to a tx guy but this time round i hurt you by being unfaithful , wo dui bu qi ni ! If eui wan to find another better girl you go , i wish eui good luck and last long with that girl ^^ haha , :>

• My fucking hong attitude must change !
• Must change fir the better , in order not to hurt anyone .

Takecares ' will remember the rules you have gave me , from 1 to 10 . Iloveyou !