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Love to hurt
Monday, November 16, 2009 || 3:35 AM
I learn to hurt myself , just dont care or bother me . I need care i need love , which i have none right now .
Yesterday ys come my hse find me , than tgt me and my family plus him go eat dinnie . Than went went acracde . I tell him not to top up the card for my brother he jitao go top up than i go onto dulan mood . Than he went to the playground i and him used to go but not anymore . See those things me and him wrote . Than i went into shag mood , i hoping i have never be born . Than around 9 plus went home , mother kp me than i went sleep . Before that called ys awhile than jitao after that went sleep ^ Today morning went schl , boh mood study . Sleep listening song than play handphone games , mr wong ask me go home no need study le cause my soul also not in study mood than went home . Than sms peishyan , emilyn , ys , ahboon , xiaokinki , alot more lah . Than just now damien call me cause he also shag , kena break break break . Haish later at night emilyn will call aku , wait wait bhs . Yesterday i slash my hand with his name , pic will be uploaded soon .
Boy you say you want wait but i scared you will waste ur time cause there something i cant let go . I need take a darm long time to let go leys , if you really cant wait i suggest u go find another girl . Yah , you saw what happen when i was at the playground , i jitao went into shag leys . Want wait you wait bhs . I wont force you
I still cant forget all this , you say called me not to slash but i just cant luhs , i sibei shag . My love is shit lah , i hongster , i hong gan , i trash , i rubbish , i crapping luh . Teach me how to let you go , i cant ? I gone dead -.-
To
edwin , :
I cant pei you today cause i need go schl , next time okeh boy .
I know you shag because of alot of thing .
Just try last long with her okeh , you will find ur happiness de .
She love you alot and you must treat her good . If not i piak u uhs bendan -.-
Baby , ever since you're gone my world colasped .
I cant find the cheerful xiaomenthol back .
You drown me very deeply , teach me how .
viceroy love menthol , ♥
