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Sunday, November 8, 2009 || 10:33 PM
Im so useless , im so rubbish , im not worth everything that i have now . I dont even know that my best sister are so darm sad untill xiaozhu mummy hav told me when we were smsing . Dont like this hurt urself , if u wan i will slash with eui sister . My condition not much better than urs uh , so might as well cut myslef with u . Ytd when reading xiaozhu sent me de msg about u , tears like running water drop down on the floor sister . I dont like seeing u like this really , i rather die than seeing u unhappy luhs . ! Cheer up alright , dont like this anymore -.- all hongster and those who hurt zarboh feeling all hong gan !
Went shcl today fucking bored studying alone , dont wan kena retain ! Bo bian tml need also .
You hit right on my face everytime when you are not around dear . Feeling so unhappy but i just kept my big muth shut tight . I appreciated u but i cant forget the msg u sent me which make me even more sad . I dont know i should try but i know im just another useless bum , totall trash which should not be born .
> thanks jingjie , 24 sotong , xiaozhu , xiaospark , and other peoples . I should continuse my journey happily .
Xiaokinki , stay strong ! Sister phuay buay to !