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I don't write post to please anyone. A typical girl next door, bel 16.
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I can be tough, can be strong. I've a wonderful boyf, wonderful sisters that acc me throughout.
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Sunday, November 29, 2009 || 9:49 PM

xkinki , xzhu , cloud , peishyan , jinleong , jingjie , eric , xsoul , raphael . :>
This is the people who come menthol's chalet ^^

First day -
went timah beauty world go find peishyan than make quite a number of friends . Than around 4 plus wait at bus stop for th eric than wait untill too long than we girls first go the chalet . Than slack slack awhile jinleong jingjie they all reach than me xkinki xzhu peishyan go out fetch them , dey so dua pai siah . Than slack slack awhile that eric call than slack loh , baby came ahwile , sleep at his leg ^^ iluv him ttm , than he go hme .

Second day -
Morning wake up go eat breakfast , than eric go tiong i went back chalet sleep v tired luh k . Than wake up he come back , than together go arcade . Xkinki and him play pool i go arcaed with cloud play games . Than awhile went back chalet , bbq strt ^^ xsoul come with a group of poeples , LOL . Make friends luh , relac ley cloud sist . Than slack with jinleong dey all loh .

Third day -
Around 9 plus tio waken up , lol . Than went wash up than book out the chalet . Went hme sms baby , jinleong , jingjie , alot luhs ! Than went sleep sleep sleep .

Today -
Went schl , with that crybaby noh . Lol than pei her walk around tampines . Saw xkinki sist at there . Lauqhs ! Peoples , i going malaysia like 3 day time bu yao miss woh uh ! I sad die leys , hais ./ -.-

Baby , i love eui sho darm much , im engaged to my dear <3>


|| 9:49 PM

xkinki , xzhu , cloud , peishyan , jinleong , jingjie , eric , xsoul , raphael . :>
This is the people who come menthol's chalet ^^

First day -
went timah beauty world go find peishyan than make quite a number of friends . Than around 4 plus wait at bus stop for th eric than wait untill too long than we girls first go the chalet . Than slack slack awhile jinleong jingjie they all reach than me xkinki xzhu peishyan go out fetch them , dey so dua pai siah . Than slack slack awhile that eric call than slack loh , baby came ahwile , sleep at his leg ^^ iluv him ttm , than he go hme .

Second day -
Morning wake up go eat breakfast , than eric go tiong i went back chalet sleep v tired luh k . Than wake up he come back , than together go arcade . Xkinki and him play pool i go arcaed with cloud play games . Than awhile went back chalet , bbq strt ^^ xsoul come with a group of poeples , LOL . Make friends luh , relac ley cloud sist . Than slack with jinleong dey all loh .

Third day -
Around 9 plus tio waken up , lol . Than went wash up than book out the chalet . Went hme sms baby , jinleong , jingjie , alot luhs ! Than went sleep sleep sleep .

Today -
Went schl , with that crybaby noh . Lol than pei her walk around tampines . Saw xkinki sist at there . Lauqhs ! Peoples , i going malaysia like 3 day time bu yao miss woh uh ! I sad die leys , hais ./ -.-

Baby , i love eui sho darm much , im engaged to my dear <3>


Wednesday, November 25, 2009 || 12:52 AM

I still hav feeling for eui , /


Peoples , i have invite those who i wanted to invite to aku chalet . Downtown east coasta sands resort , 271109-291109 . Saturday hav bbq niah , friday just slack slack okeh ? (L)

Nothing much to write about today , haha but finally we get back together le . This is what alot people wanted us , 251109 . Haha , alright i hav to go soon . Update tml !


|| 12:52 AM

I still hav feeling for eui , /


Peoples , i have invite those who i wanted to invite to aku chalet . Downtown east coasta sands resort , 271109-291109 . Saturday hav bbq niah , friday just slack slack okeh ? (L)

Nothing much to write about today , haha but finally we get back together le . This is what alot people wanted us , 251109 . Haha , alright i hav to go soon . Update tml !


Tuesday, November 24, 2009 || 2:31 AM

Baby bendan / my 3rd best sister , iloveyou many many !

Yesterday went to lavender go take passport , waiting like so darm long luh can . -.- 1hr plus
Smsed - xkinki , xzhu , baby bendan , xair & ys !
That damien suddenly cor me than i chua tio . Haha saboh him in front of emilyn .
Than went grandmother hse awhile than jitao take train back simei .
Reached , went arcade wait for xair come . Saw him run away . * sho shy !
Pei him go buy stud , than awhile because of something * bad than he went off .
Then went hme , watch tv than ys sudden cor me say he coming .
He cabbed down here , fucking jam waste his money luhr -.- / LOL
Than slack with him from 8 plus to 10 plus loh , went hme sleep loh .
L-O-V-E , this song darm fuck nice , next time upload to my songs okeh ?

Baby bendan dont sho upset about that lousy lah ! Make u shag yi ge niah
Sister friday must go out with me xkinki , xzhu and maybe ziteng !

Today went schl halfway than wanting to sneak hme than ccb tio caught .
Phuaybye , called parents than jitao bus-ed hme . Sleep , darm tierd .
Wake up replied msg heh ! Than around 5 plus went out eat dinner .
Baby bendan remember what i tell eui okeh ? Stay happy will be by ur side always de !
Today 241109 , 24ths ' ! hias -.-

Nichelle , xzhu , ys . Dont need huanlo that cheebye pubor lah ! I never huan tio her she come bark niah -.- LOL , sibei xiasuay leys . Dont waste time , not happy call me lah / or put down number loh . Xialan phuaybye yi ge


|| 2:31 AM

Baby bendan / my 3rd best sister , iloveyou many many !

Yesterday went to lavender go take passport , waiting like so darm long luh can . -.- 1hr plus
Smsed - xkinki , xzhu , baby bendan , xair & ys !
That damien suddenly cor me than i chua tio . Haha saboh him in front of emilyn .
Than went grandmother hse awhile than jitao take train back simei .
Reached , went arcade wait for xair come . Saw him run away . * sho shy !
Pei him go buy stud , than awhile because of something * bad than he went off .
Then went hme , watch tv than ys sudden cor me say he coming .
He cabbed down here , fucking jam waste his money luhr -.- / LOL
Than slack with him from 8 plus to 10 plus loh , went hme sleep loh .
L-O-V-E , this song darm fuck nice , next time upload to my songs okeh ?

Baby bendan dont sho upset about that lousy lah ! Make u shag yi ge niah
Sister friday must go out with me xkinki , xzhu and maybe ziteng !

Today went schl halfway than wanting to sneak hme than ccb tio caught .
Phuaybye , called parents than jitao bus-ed hme . Sleep , darm tierd .
Wake up replied msg heh ! Than around 5 plus went out eat dinner .
Baby bendan remember what i tell eui okeh ? Stay happy will be by ur side always de !
Today 241109 , 24ths ' ! hias -.-

Nichelle , xzhu , ys . Dont need huanlo that cheebye pubor lah ! I never huan tio her she come bark niah -.- LOL , sibei xiasuay leys . Dont waste time , not happy call me lah / or put down number loh . Xialan phuaybye yi ge


Sunday, November 22, 2009 || 12:10 AM







What are you ?
Who are you ?
Why must you ? * wink wink winks

I have been thinking what am i to eui , stupid dumbass ! You make me down and eui make me up , controlling my emotion every minute every seconds ! If you could be there for me everytime i needed you . :x

Today never get to use handphone , bloody retareded pubor go take my phone . I want my phone backkkkk . Curse who found my phone on the toilet basin go suck cock luh ! Need to save money buy a new one , darm * Later going to expo , sister go people birthday party than boh jio me go , so bohxim luhr she . =x

Nichelle ,
Sister go out next time alriqht , with my last two friend also =x My stupid baby dear sister , imiss die youst ! Insert many hearts /♥

Xiao y.s ,
Heh heh heh , stupid bendan =x i sorry never msg eui leys . LOL , as soon i get my phone back i sms eui alriqhts . Winks *

Victor ,
Hahah stupid honeyyy =x dont miss me luhr ! Lauqhs , gan honey ! Ps never talk to eui sho long le , i want mia from eui

xiaozhu ,
Huh ? Found that guy picture , yeah i know i know . I wan huanlo later he say i controllinq i die =x Sister / mummy this week jio eui out ?

xiaokongqi ,
You better get well soon =x lauqhs !

Today post abit stupid , today dontk why like to crap alot luhr me . Ok la , wait aku post next time / off to to my friendster thing le .

|| 12:10 AM







What are you ?
Who are you ?
Why must you ? * wink wink winks

I have been thinking what am i to eui , stupid dumbass ! You make me down and eui make me up , controlling my emotion every minute every seconds ! If you could be there for me everytime i needed you . :x

Today never get to use handphone , bloody retareded pubor go take my phone . I want my phone backkkkk . Curse who found my phone on the toilet basin go suck cock luh ! Need to save money buy a new one , darm * Later going to expo , sister go people birthday party than boh jio me go , so bohxim luhr she . =x

Nichelle ,
Sister go out next time alriqht , with my last two friend also =x My stupid baby dear sister , imiss die youst ! Insert many hearts /♥

Xiao y.s ,
Heh heh heh , stupid bendan =x i sorry never msg eui leys . LOL , as soon i get my phone back i sms eui alriqhts . Winks *

Victor ,
Hahah stupid honeyyy =x dont miss me luhr ! Lauqhs , gan honey ! Ps never talk to eui sho long le , i want mia from eui

xiaozhu ,
Huh ? Found that guy picture , yeah i know i know . I wan huanlo later he say i controllinq i die =x Sister / mummy this week jio eui out ?

xiaokongqi ,
You better get well soon =x lauqhs !

Today post abit stupid , today dontk why like to crap alot luhr me . Ok la , wait aku post next time / off to to my friendster thing le .

Friday, November 20, 2009 || 10:28 PM

Yesterday ys , zt come simei find me . Meet ys first at my house there than go meet up with zt . Woah , than we at simei slack slack wait for my dearest sister come find me . Lauqhs , than went arcade , dey two bcome friend talk talk so much ! Than i tip pangsei , then went to arcade want to play that time sister say she reached le than go find her outside seven eleven lo . LOL , than went train to bugis . LOL walk around to help my stupid go find his shirt . Haha than went bugis junction there buy i scream , knn something dulan happen there . Hais , than my stupid so good go treat all of us go see 2012 movie , xie xie luh ys ! The show very sad and the part when the earth bcome volaco that part very scary leys . Haha , ys was freezing , darm cold luhr ! Than around 9 plus the show finish than sister went hme , leaving me ys and zt . Than they smoke , i good girl never hor . Haha , than they two pei me go home . Haha very fast reach dao home leys -.- Next time go out together uh , with my sisters dey all ! Stupid boy boy thanks yesterday luhr , sorry i attitude eui !

/ xkinki sister , xzhu mummy , peishyan 24 sister , ys stupid , alot more ! (L)

I cant say much already , you just doubt me everytime i write his name . Why cant u just be more gentle man and dont scold me one time another . I feel like crying now , yeah u just doubt me . No way to make a u turn anymore /.

|| 10:28 PM

Yesterday ys , zt come simei find me . Meet ys first at my house there than go meet up with zt . Woah , than we at simei slack slack wait for my dearest sister come find me . Lauqhs , than went arcade , dey two bcome friend talk talk so much ! Than i tip pangsei , then went to arcade want to play that time sister say she reached le than go find her outside seven eleven lo . LOL , than went train to bugis . LOL walk around to help my stupid go find his shirt . Haha than went bugis junction there buy i scream , knn something dulan happen there . Hais , than my stupid so good go treat all of us go see 2012 movie , xie xie luh ys ! The show very sad and the part when the earth bcome volaco that part very scary leys . Haha , ys was freezing , darm cold luhr ! Than around 9 plus the show finish than sister went hme , leaving me ys and zt . Than they smoke , i good girl never hor . Haha , than they two pei me go home . Haha very fast reach dao home leys -.- Next time go out together uh , with my sisters dey all ! Stupid boy boy thanks yesterday luhr , sorry i attitude eui !

/ xkinki sister , xzhu mummy , peishyan 24 sister , ys stupid , alot more ! (L)

I cant say much already , you just doubt me everytime i write his name . Why cant u just be more gentle man and dont scold me one time another . I feel like crying now , yeah u just doubt me . No way to make a u turn anymore /.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 || 10:47 PM

Tml meeting xkinki/nichelle , xiao.Y.s , ahboon , peishyan .

Went schl , crybaby pei me go schl also . Than she beside me do alot of boliao stuff , lighting the match stick . Haha than around 10 we went out to eat , all minimarts close , we sibei suay leys ! Than she pei me go buy cracker than we use the match stick to burn the cracker . Haha very nice to eat luh ! Than crybaby pei me go home awhile bath le than off i go to the arcade , saw kok yang , shymon , and one more boy . Than that all .

Yesterday went to meet jinleong and a boy , haha they two darm shy luh can . Than pei them go arcade see them play basketball , aku jitao sian lo . Than meet awhile actually they wan sent me home but i very dao lah say bye bye . Hahah , nicetomeeteui . Next time call that jing jie follow eui all come meet me uhs , laughs .

Tml than update if i free bhs , i now very hyper . Lol , byes
¹4 menthol lovedieeui !

|| 10:47 PM

Tml meeting xkinki/nichelle , xiao.Y.s , ahboon , peishyan .

Went schl , crybaby pei me go schl also . Than she beside me do alot of boliao stuff , lighting the match stick . Haha than around 10 we went out to eat , all minimarts close , we sibei suay leys ! Than she pei me go buy cracker than we use the match stick to burn the cracker . Haha very nice to eat luh ! Than crybaby pei me go home awhile bath le than off i go to the arcade , saw kok yang , shymon , and one more boy . Than that all .

Yesterday went to meet jinleong and a boy , haha they two darm shy luh can . Than pei them go arcade see them play basketball , aku jitao sian lo . Than meet awhile actually they wan sent me home but i very dao lah say bye bye . Hahah , nicetomeeteui . Next time call that jing jie follow eui all come meet me uhs , laughs .

Tml than update if i free bhs , i now very hyper . Lol , byes
¹4 menthol lovedieeui !

|| 3:26 AM



There's nothing much to tell , no more story about me anymore .

/ heart beating with you around without i rather die .

: xiaohell / ys , funny lah eui meet eui friday uh ?
: jinleong , yah okehs wont slash le luhs !
: xkiddo , LOL hahahr (:
: xhuii , laughs qing ren long time boh talk le ^^ love die eui
Our relationship is so fergile ,
i dont want us to break apart but what happen happen for a reason .
I want to be a bird , fly as high up in the sky .
I dont want be a broken heart girl . I dont want play that part .

|| 3:26 AM



There's nothing much to tell , no more story about me anymore .

/ heart beating with you around without i rather die .

: xiaohell / ys , funny lah eui meet eui friday uh ?
: jinleong , yah okehs wont slash le luhs !
: xkiddo , LOL hahahr (:
: xhuii , laughs qing ren long time boh talk le ^^ love die eui
Our relationship is so fergile ,
i dont want us to break apart but what happen happen for a reason .
I want to be a bird , fly as high up in the sky .
I dont want be a broken heart girl . I dont want play that part .

Monday, November 16, 2009 || 10:09 PM


Nothing to post today /
(withmuchluvzxc , xiaokinki , xzhu , peishyan , ys , xspark )

Boy just dont huanlo those tags , i will try my best my boy . Haha will be by my side okehs ?
Meet friday ah , those i invite on fri must come our outing luhr , cheer me up kehs . !

|| 10:09 PM


Nothing to post today /
(withmuchluvzxc , xiaokinki , xzhu , peishyan , ys , xspark )

Boy just dont huanlo those tags , i will try my best my boy . Haha will be by my side okehs ?
Meet friday ah , those i invite on fri must come our outing luhr , cheer me up kehs . !

Love to hurt
|| 3:35 AM

I learn to hurt myself , just dont care or bother me . I need care i need love , which i have none right now .

Yesterday ys come my hse find me , than tgt me and my family plus him go eat dinnie . Than went went acracde . I tell him not to top up the card for my brother he jitao go top up than i go onto dulan mood . Than he went to the playground i and him used to go but not anymore . See those things me and him wrote . Than i went into shag mood , i hoping i have never be born . Than around 9 plus went home , mother kp me than i went sleep . Before that called ys awhile than jitao after that went sleep ^ Today morning went schl , boh mood study . Sleep listening song than play handphone games , mr wong ask me go home no need study le cause my soul also not in study mood than went home . Than sms peishyan , emilyn , ys , ahboon , xiaokinki , alot more lah . Than just now damien call me cause he also shag , kena break break break . Haish later at night emilyn will call aku , wait wait bhs . Yesterday i slash my hand with his name , pic will be uploaded soon .

Boy you say you want wait but i scared you will waste ur time cause there something i cant let go . I need take a darm long time to let go leys , if you really cant wait i suggest u go find another girl . Yah , you saw what happen when i was at the playground , i jitao went into shag leys . Want wait you wait bhs . I wont force you

I still cant forget all this , you say called me not to slash but i just cant luhs , i sibei shag . My love is shit lah , i hongster , i hong gan , i trash , i rubbish , i crapping luh . Teach me how to let you go , i cant ? I gone dead -.-

To edwin , :
I cant pei you today cause i need go schl , next time okeh boy .
I know you shag because of alot of thing .
Just try last long with her okeh , you will find ur happiness de .
She love you alot and you must treat her good . If not i piak u uhs bendan -.-

Baby , ever since you're gone my world colasped .
I cant find the cheerful xiaomenthol back .
You drown me very deeply , teach me how .
viceroy love menthol , ♥

Love to hurt
|| 3:35 AM

I learn to hurt myself , just dont care or bother me . I need care i need love , which i have none right now .

Yesterday ys come my hse find me , than tgt me and my family plus him go eat dinnie . Than went went acracde . I tell him not to top up the card for my brother he jitao go top up than i go onto dulan mood . Than he went to the playground i and him used to go but not anymore . See those things me and him wrote . Than i went into shag mood , i hoping i have never be born . Than around 9 plus went home , mother kp me than i went sleep . Before that called ys awhile than jitao after that went sleep ^ Today morning went schl , boh mood study . Sleep listening song than play handphone games , mr wong ask me go home no need study le cause my soul also not in study mood than went home . Than sms peishyan , emilyn , ys , ahboon , xiaokinki , alot more lah . Than just now damien call me cause he also shag , kena break break break . Haish later at night emilyn will call aku , wait wait bhs . Yesterday i slash my hand with his name , pic will be uploaded soon .

Boy you say you want wait but i scared you will waste ur time cause there something i cant let go . I need take a darm long time to let go leys , if you really cant wait i suggest u go find another girl . Yah , you saw what happen when i was at the playground , i jitao went into shag leys . Want wait you wait bhs . I wont force you

I still cant forget all this , you say called me not to slash but i just cant luhs , i sibei shag . My love is shit lah , i hongster , i hong gan , i trash , i rubbish , i crapping luh . Teach me how to let you go , i cant ? I gone dead -.-

To edwin , :
I cant pei you today cause i need go schl , next time okeh boy .
I know you shag because of alot of thing .
Just try last long with her okeh , you will find ur happiness de .
She love you alot and you must treat her good . If not i piak u uhs bendan -.-

Baby , ever since you're gone my world colasped .
I cant find the cheerful xiaomenthol back .
You drown me very deeply , teach me how .
viceroy love menthol , ♥

Baby girl back
Saturday, November 14, 2009 || 11:45 PM



( me in black , peishyan in bule )
Aku back on posting peoples '

Yesterday whole day sms jingjie , peishyan , ys , xiaozhu and alot moreh . Than a night went to meet aaron , talk alot of thing luhr , -.- Than went hme , he attitude me , scold me , whatever craps . Aku super shag , slashing and crying begins . Laughs than xiaozhu called me than talk about what me and him talk de loh . Than a while ys came into our conversation , yah lah boy i will not shag anymore okeh / And dont call me idiot luh u stupid if not i wont huanlo you anymore okeh , -.- Than smsing with ys they all .

Ya my love is shyt lah boy , everything i say is trash luhr . I say wait i confirm wait , i know u stil cant let me go . Iknow u still care that why u write in my blog and ask xiaozhu how am i . I cant say anything now , just last long with that girl and dont hurt anyone bhs . The feeling of hurting is very bad , i think u urslef will know how the feeling .

Baby girl back
|| 11:45 PM



( me in black , peishyan in bule )
Aku back on posting peoples '

Yesterday whole day sms jingjie , peishyan , ys , xiaozhu and alot moreh . Than a night went to meet aaron , talk alot of thing luhr , -.- Than went hme , he attitude me , scold me , whatever craps . Aku super shag , slashing and crying begins . Laughs than xiaozhu called me than talk about what me and him talk de loh . Than a while ys came into our conversation , yah lah boy i will not shag anymore okeh / And dont call me idiot luh u stupid if not i wont huanlo you anymore okeh , -.- Than smsing with ys they all .

Ya my love is shyt lah boy , everything i say is trash luhr . I say wait i confirm wait , i know u stil cant let me go . Iknow u still care that why u write in my blog and ask xiaozhu how am i . I cant say anything now , just last long with that girl and dont hurt anyone bhs . The feeling of hurting is very bad , i think u urslef will know how the feeling .

I love you boy
Thursday, November 12, 2009 || 2:33 AM

Yesterday went jurong east go find peishyan than slack slack awhile at dontknow where . Than went to the library wait fr her two friend to come . LOL she wan intro to me to the boy cor benjamine whatever de . Laughs first impression very tall , ahlian yi ge -.- Laughs than dey two boy went jp than me and peishyan go slack slack while waiting for ys to come . Haha so wuxim ley he cab down jurong very ex leys . Haha (L) die him luh . Than around 6 plus he came , haha disiao him , use peishyan as me go say hello . Haha than awhile peishyan left leaving me and him alone . Bought drinks and went to garden plaza , splashing water like small kiddos . laughs , alright alright around 10 plus he sent me home , from jurong to simei so darm far . Haha he keep wanting me to sleep but i cant sleep too bright luh bodoh . Than we part . Today morning whole day sms and talk on the phone with ys , haha telling me lame jokes of he . Aiya entertain him awhile niah luhr .
Pic will be upload next time i post . (L)

> xspark , you are once the strongest man i hav seen and you will be in the future alright .
> Peishyan , laughs sister one mth coming leys !
> xiaokinki , sister meeting eui tml ? Iloveyou !
> Xiaozhu , yah mummy i never sad leys haha ps luh eui , meet tml alright ? (L)
> ys , stupid ur joke yi dian dou bu hao siao ! Yah i wont cor any boys sweet things one luh mai fan lian with aku uh dumb !

That all for today posting next time , (L)

I love you boy
|| 2:33 AM

Yesterday went jurong east go find peishyan than slack slack awhile at dontknow where . Than went to the library wait fr her two friend to come . LOL she wan intro to me to the boy cor benjamine whatever de . Laughs first impression very tall , ahlian yi ge -.- Laughs than dey two boy went jp than me and peishyan go slack slack while waiting for ys to come . Haha so wuxim ley he cab down jurong very ex leys . Haha (L) die him luh . Than around 6 plus he came , haha disiao him , use peishyan as me go say hello . Haha than awhile peishyan left leaving me and him alone . Bought drinks and went to garden plaza , splashing water like small kiddos . laughs , alright alright around 10 plus he sent me home , from jurong to simei so darm far . Haha he keep wanting me to sleep but i cant sleep too bright luh bodoh . Than we part . Today morning whole day sms and talk on the phone with ys , haha telling me lame jokes of he . Aiya entertain him awhile niah luhr .
Pic will be upload next time i post . (L)

> xspark , you are once the strongest man i hav seen and you will be in the future alright .
> Peishyan , laughs sister one mth coming leys !
> xiaokinki , sister meeting eui tml ? Iloveyou !
> Xiaozhu , yah mummy i never sad leys haha ps luh eui , meet tml alright ? (L)
> ys , stupid ur joke yi dian dou bu hao siao ! Yah i wont cor any boys sweet things one luh mai fan lian with aku uh dumb !

That all for today posting next time , (L)

Im not worth
Monday, November 9, 2009 || 11:05 PM





Bcause of me , i let u down so many times . Bcause of im too controling , yeahr boy sorry for controling u so much like i never did any of this in my past relationship . I know im wrong , i will never do it again . Sorry !

Today saw xiaokinki sister at tamp , she like so darm unhappy over something which i dont know . Yesterday night ys , emilyn ex called me to talk . Haha he fucking joker luh he , laughs . Not all girls see look one luh hor , mai luan luan gong jiao wei luhs ! Than went sleep , but dont know why toss and turn still cant sleep untill 2 plus in the morning . Laughs today went schl studying leys , i so darm guai . Actually today want meet zining and yumiko sister but in the end boh , sorry leys . Yeahr , i think that all for today !

Peoples , sumpa it will be my last time slashing my self . Sorry xspark , i really wrong i really wrong , i wont do things to make u sad anymore alright bro . Really and others that care for me in my tag , hahah that lo kuan sotong . So funny luh he . haha chatiing with xiaosoul on msn , laughs he everytime luan luan gong wei with me one , haha cute ur head luhs boy . U cannot anyhow say uh , -.- laughs . U last long with vickaye bhs !

/ sms xiaosoul that boy -.- jingjie and browsing blog . Byes / (:

Im not worth
|| 11:05 PM





Bcause of me , i let u down so many times . Bcause of im too controling , yeahr boy sorry for controling u so much like i never did any of this in my past relationship . I know im wrong , i will never do it again . Sorry !

Today saw xiaokinki sister at tamp , she like so darm unhappy over something which i dont know . Yesterday night ys , emilyn ex called me to talk . Haha he fucking joker luh he , laughs . Not all girls see look one luh hor , mai luan luan gong jiao wei luhs ! Than went sleep , but dont know why toss and turn still cant sleep untill 2 plus in the morning . Laughs today went schl studying leys , i so darm guai . Actually today want meet zining and yumiko sister but in the end boh , sorry leys . Yeahr , i think that all for today !

Peoples , sumpa it will be my last time slashing my self . Sorry xspark , i really wrong i really wrong , i wont do things to make u sad anymore alright bro . Really and others that care for me in my tag , hahah that lo kuan sotong . So funny luh he . haha chatiing with xiaosoul on msn , laughs he everytime luan luan gong wei with me one , haha cute ur head luhs boy . U cannot anyhow say uh , -.- laughs . U last long with vickaye bhs !

/ sms xiaosoul that boy -.- jingjie and browsing blog . Byes / (:

Sunday, November 8, 2009 || 10:33 PM




Im so useless , im so rubbish , im not worth everything that i have now . I dont even know that my best sister are so darm sad untill xiaozhu mummy hav told me when we were smsing . Dont like this hurt urself , if u wan i will slash with eui sister . My condition not much better than urs uh , so might as well cut myslef with u . Ytd when reading xiaozhu sent me de msg about u , tears like running water drop down on the floor sister . I dont like seeing u like this really , i rather die than seeing u unhappy luhs . ! Cheer up alright , dont like this anymore -.- all hongster and those who hurt zarboh feeling all hong gan !
Went shcl today fucking bored studying alone , dont wan kena retain ! Bo bian tml need also .
You hit right on my face everytime when you are not around dear . Feeling so unhappy but i just kept my big muth shut tight . I appreciated u but i cant forget the msg u sent me which make me even more sad . I dont know i should try but i know im just another useless bum , totall trash which should not be born .

> thanks jingjie , 24 sotong , xiaozhu , xiaospark , and other peoples . I should continuse my journey happily .
Xiaokinki , stay strong ! Sister phuay buay to !

|| 10:33 PM




Im so useless , im so rubbish , im not worth everything that i have now . I dont even know that my best sister are so darm sad untill xiaozhu mummy hav told me when we were smsing . Dont like this hurt urself , if u wan i will slash with eui sister . My condition not much better than urs uh , so might as well cut myslef with u . Ytd when reading xiaozhu sent me de msg about u , tears like running water drop down on the floor sister . I dont like seeing u like this really , i rather die than seeing u unhappy luhs . ! Cheer up alright , dont like this anymore -.- all hongster and those who hurt zarboh feeling all hong gan !
Went shcl today fucking bored studying alone , dont wan kena retain ! Bo bian tml need also .
You hit right on my face everytime when you are not around dear . Feeling so unhappy but i just kept my big muth shut tight . I appreciated u but i cant forget the msg u sent me which make me even more sad . I dont know i should try but i know im just another useless bum , totall trash which should not be born .

> thanks jingjie , 24 sotong , xiaozhu , xiaospark , and other peoples . I should continuse my journey happily .
Xiaokinki , stay strong ! Sister phuay buay to !

Refrain
|| 3:52 AM

Yesterday went out around 7 plus to use comp , than sms peishayn , jingjie , baby while using . Than awhile meet baby at simei mrt , i was sitting thr but he cant find me . Lol , than slack at simei lo , nothing much to do / Awhile than he say very bored than went playground near peiyuan hse there slack . Lauqhs , haha quarreling , sa jiao like big baby like this . Hah than like this like that back lo . Around 11 plus he sent me back home , than smsing begin . Lauqhs , today whole day at hme bored die kau really ! Morning jing jie sms me , than sms ziteng peishayn and baby also . Smsing sleep slcak at blk downstair , at night jing jie ask me where i am Hahah super cute luh he . Lauqhs next time i free than go find u luh boy , haha go hav fun with euir family alright , Chou ahbeng .

Baby yesterday was the happiest night i hav with you , we will hav more kind of this night alriqhts ? Sweetie like my present i bought for you , is a bit lame luhs .

Refrain
|| 3:52 AM

Yesterday went out around 7 plus to use comp , than sms peishayn , jingjie , baby while using . Than awhile meet baby at simei mrt , i was sitting thr but he cant find me . Lol , than slack at simei lo , nothing much to do / Awhile than he say very bored than went playground near peiyuan hse there slack . Lauqhs , haha quarreling , sa jiao like big baby like this . Hah than like this like that back lo . Around 11 plus he sent me back home , than smsing begin . Lauqhs , today whole day at hme bored die kau really ! Morning jing jie sms me , than sms ziteng peishayn and baby also . Smsing sleep slcak at blk downstair , at night jing jie ask me where i am Hahah super cute luh he . Lauqhs next time i free than go find u luh boy , haha go hav fun with euir family alright , Chou ahbeng .

Baby yesterday was the happiest night i hav with you , we will hav more kind of this night alriqhts ? Sweetie like my present i bought for you , is a bit lame luhs .

There's isnt much me
Friday, November 6, 2009 || 11:27 PM

Sms-ing peishyan , jingjie , ziteng , darius and alot more cause im quite lonely inside yesterday . Feeling so shag after everything i have done yesterday . Eat medi and went sleeping / yah that mainly what i did yesterday . Lauqhs , i keep disiao ziteng and peishyan together hope that they can bloom . Hahah , today morning darm early wake up luh now darm tired can .

My foruth best sister : peishyan candyprecious .
She so darm cute luh dey , so darm funny & she is my happy pills . Must last long long with mai mai uh , if not i will sad sad one de . Meet up soon one day , i go batok find u alriqhts . Aku love eui !

Baby , can dont quarrel anymore . I dont want we drift apart so quickly , really . Dont agry anymoreh ayes !

There's isnt much me
|| 11:27 PM

Sms-ing peishyan , jingjie , ziteng , darius and alot more cause im quite lonely inside yesterday . Feeling so shag after everything i have done yesterday . Eat medi and went sleeping / yah that mainly what i did yesterday . Lauqhs , i keep disiao ziteng and peishyan together hope that they can bloom . Hahah , today morning darm early wake up luh now darm tired can .

My foruth best sister : peishyan candyprecious .
She so darm cute luh dey , so darm funny & she is my happy pills . Must last long long with mai mai uh , if not i will sad sad one de . Meet up soon one day , i go batok find u alriqhts . Aku love eui !

Baby , can dont quarrel anymore . I dont want we drift apart so quickly , really . Dont agry anymoreh ayes !

Speechless .
Thursday, November 5, 2009 || 10:22 PM








Yesterday went out with thunder , went tamp mall meet him first than went meet his friend . Than walk walk walk , he damn keep on touching my hair lah can . Shyt , i hate people touch my hair de lah can -.- LOL , than walk around take pic , laughs . Than bus back simei slack slack at stair case , call random people number lai disiao , haha disiao one tapor very hong . Haha , than that african keep come disiao keep calling me , but i boh pick up . Than dear go chalet , i went sleep . Bought one couplerabbit for bi , haha . Sho cute luh duh . Downloading songs currently , take cares people . Byes
Ilovedie bee (:




Speechless .
|| 10:22 PM








Yesterday went out with thunder , went tamp mall meet him first than went meet his friend . Than walk walk walk , he damn keep on touching my hair lah can . Shyt , i hate people touch my hair de lah can -.- LOL , than walk around take pic , laughs . Than bus back simei slack slack at stair case , call random people number lai disiao , haha disiao one tapor very hong . Haha , than that african keep come disiao keep calling me , but i boh pick up . Than dear go chalet , i went sleep . Bought one couplerabbit for bi , haha . Sho cute luh duh . Downloading songs currently , take cares people . Byes
Ilovedie bee (:




Thanks to you ,
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 || 6:33 PM

Yesterday whole day never go out duh , pei baby sms than went sleep like pig . Sms dao dualn sial , aku simbei giek sim sial . Dontknow why , for some reason . Today morning sms peishyan , haha next time xia batok find her and co slack alright ? That thunder also hav , today say what wan me me sial , so late darm can . Frm yio chu kang till her sibei late sial , but nvm lah bodoh . Haha , next week see what day free go meet baby , he say every week must meet at least one time , so sweet luh hur . Alright , later go bath than go out .

I will get the truth out de , if u never spam not need get so agitated alright .
Baby i love you die lah F/

Thanks to you ,
|| 6:33 PM

Yesterday whole day never go out duh , pei baby sms than went sleep like pig . Sms dao dualn sial , aku simbei giek sim sial . Dontknow why , for some reason . Today morning sms peishyan , haha next time xia batok find her and co slack alright ? That thunder also hav , today say what wan me me sial , so late darm can . Frm yio chu kang till her sibei late sial , but nvm lah bodoh . Haha , next week see what day free go meet baby , he say every week must meet at least one time , so sweet luh hur . Alright , later go bath than go out .

I will get the truth out de , if u never spam not need get so agitated alright .
Baby i love you die lah F/

Monday, November 2, 2009 || 8:22 PM

1) Are u single or attached?
Attached 

2) Do you have a person you like?
Yup

3) What is the name of the person that ur'e in love with?
xiaoair

4) If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who will u save?
Confused !

5) Have u ever hugged someone before?
Yup

6) Do you love your parents? ok la

7) Will you hugg the one you love? Upber than !

8) Are you willing to do anything for your love ?
Yes! must see lo

9) Are you jealous now?
NO.

10) Who is the last person that messaged you?
Thunder

11) Who is your clique ?
xknki , xzhu , xdumb alot more sister and brother , sheng uh sheng .

12) Do you want babies on future?
Lol , future is future but i wan nah .

13) Do you prefer Macdonald, KFC, Long John Silver, Burger King or Coffee Bean?
All like

14) Do you snift glue?
Hav try before , v kns one /

15) Do you smoke?
Than , ofc luh -.-

16) If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer, what will you do?
Idontknow , give him chance to choose who he love more bhs . Yeah but i guess my dear wont (:

17) Which CCA are you in now?
Donthav.

18) If you're rich, what will you do?
Ton lah , buy alot of make up thing and nice clothes for me and my sisters and baby .

19) If the one you're in love with, held your hand, what will you do?
Hold his hands too

20) If the one you love, reject you, what will you do?
Very ps leys but will wait ,

21) What is your favourite cartoon characters?
Doremon , cute leys ! Domokun also

22) Friendship or love?
Both , but love more . Idk

23) Cookie monster or elmo?
Elmo

24) Do you use laptop or computer?
Lap .

25) Do you like lollipops?
Yup (:

26) Do you have a diary?
Nope.

27) There's an admirer of yours and he wont die heart, what will you do?
I will not reply to him lo . I only love one.

28) If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do?
Dont fight the best , if bobian i let him win , say sorry lo and see how

29) Are you blur?
Maybe

30) If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
Gold and chestnut brown .

31) Who is the last person you chatted in your msn?
Huiru , yisheng grp

32) How many boys/girls have you beaten before?
Cant remem ber .

33) If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do?
Let him off bhs , cannot force love .

34) What school are you in?
Dunman sec

35) people to do ?
xiaokinki My baby xiaozhu xiaodumb peishyan

|| 8:22 PM

1) Are u single or attached?
Attached 

2) Do you have a person you like?
Yup

3) What is the name of the person that ur'e in love with?
xiaoair

4) If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who will u save?
Confused !

5) Have u ever hugged someone before?
Yup

6) Do you love your parents? ok la

7) Will you hugg the one you love? Upber than !

8) Are you willing to do anything for your love ?
Yes! must see lo

9) Are you jealous now?
NO.

10) Who is the last person that messaged you?
Thunder

11) Who is your clique ?
xknki , xzhu , xdumb alot more sister and brother , sheng uh sheng .

12) Do you want babies on future?
Lol , future is future but i wan nah .

13) Do you prefer Macdonald, KFC, Long John Silver, Burger King or Coffee Bean?
All like

14) Do you snift glue?
Hav try before , v kns one /

15) Do you smoke?
Than , ofc luh -.-

16) If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer, what will you do?
Idontknow , give him chance to choose who he love more bhs . Yeah but i guess my dear wont (:

17) Which CCA are you in now?
Donthav.

18) If you're rich, what will you do?
Ton lah , buy alot of make up thing and nice clothes for me and my sisters and baby .

19) If the one you're in love with, held your hand, what will you do?
Hold his hands too

20) If the one you love, reject you, what will you do?
Very ps leys but will wait ,

21) What is your favourite cartoon characters?
Doremon , cute leys ! Domokun also

22) Friendship or love?
Both , but love more . Idk

23) Cookie monster or elmo?
Elmo

24) Do you use laptop or computer?
Lap .

25) Do you like lollipops?
Yup (:

26) Do you have a diary?
Nope.

27) There's an admirer of yours and he wont die heart, what will you do?
I will not reply to him lo . I only love one.

28) If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do?
Dont fight the best , if bobian i let him win , say sorry lo and see how

29) Are you blur?
Maybe

30) If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
Gold and chestnut brown .

31) Who is the last person you chatted in your msn?
Huiru , yisheng grp

32) How many boys/girls have you beaten before?
Cant remem ber .

33) If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do?
Let him off bhs , cannot force love .

34) What school are you in?
Dunman sec

35) people to do ?
xiaokinki My baby xiaozhu xiaodumb peishyan

|| 7:43 PM

Yesterday baby came to find me around 4 plus , than slack at eastpoint . Awhile , he go meet his fren to take present from him . His fren so cute giv him sweet but i cuter luh hor , give him candle to put on top of the sweet . Than went to the highest floor to slack slack , i disiao him by helping him do make up than take picture , we play true or dare . Haha at first cor him ask those zarboh number but he say xiasuay leys , than i dare him another thing xiaozhu sister keeping wanting we do one . Laughs , than went kfc eat , taking his video , but i guess he wont want it to be uploaded bhs . Later if i upload than he come tio me i die . Sibei cute than we slack at staircase , doing thing that xzhu sister wan us do . Haha than went use comp disiao my xzhu mummy . She really belive that we wan break leys , hahah me and baby laugh untill stomach pain . Than that worm call me , haiya he hor i dont know what to say ley , everytime di siao siao me one . Haha , than he sent me off than i went home . Cheebye , than my phone sms dao boh money cannot reply msg . Laughs , pictures of me and dear will be uploaded soon alright ? Sms my thunder , he keep di siao me leys he , but he very joker luh . Next time he say wan come simei here find me leys , love him my fren ! ♥ & also my baby too later he jealous i die (:

Is not that i dont want say anything luh hor , u buay gey yan go find june lah , is she tell me that spammer who spam me is frm interact one right , short and small size de right . So bgy sial -.- and cass fren hor , u not need to huanlo so much luh kays , -.-

Dear , whatever the baby thing is over dont care too much in case u get upset or anything . You're my now and future alright . I love you onenonly !

|| 7:43 PM

Yesterday baby came to find me around 4 plus , than slack at eastpoint . Awhile , he go meet his fren to take present from him . His fren so cute giv him sweet but i cuter luh hor , give him candle to put on top of the sweet . Than went to the highest floor to slack slack , i disiao him by helping him do make up than take picture , we play true or dare . Haha at first cor him ask those zarboh number but he say xiasuay leys , than i dare him another thing xiaozhu sister keeping wanting we do one . Laughs , than went kfc eat , taking his video , but i guess he wont want it to be uploaded bhs . Later if i upload than he come tio me i die . Sibei cute than we slack at staircase , doing thing that xzhu sister wan us do . Haha than went use comp disiao my xzhu mummy . She really belive that we wan break leys , hahah me and baby laugh untill stomach pain . Than that worm call me , haiya he hor i dont know what to say ley , everytime di siao siao me one . Haha , than he sent me off than i went home . Cheebye , than my phone sms dao boh money cannot reply msg . Laughs , pictures of me and dear will be uploaded soon alright ? Sms my thunder , he keep di siao me leys he , but he very joker luh . Next time he say wan come simei here find me leys , love him my fren ! ♥ & also my baby too later he jealous i die (:

Is not that i dont want say anything luh hor , u buay gey yan go find june lah , is she tell me that spammer who spam me is frm interact one right , short and small size de right . So bgy sial -.- and cass fren hor , u not need to huanlo so much luh kays , -.-

Dear , whatever the baby thing is over dont care too much in case u get upset or anything . You're my now and future alright . I love you onenonly !

He just bside me , <3
|| 4:28 AM

Today do alot of things , with someone very gong beside me , i will upload his constipation photo next time . Very funny die him , <3 Hahah , dont know what to say lah . Wait for my next post cause my dear now looking i very ps . He very irritating also , disiao xiaozhu mummy on msn . Very cute die .

Talk about some lanjiao thing , laughs . Bye bye !

He just bside me , <3
|| 4:28 AM

Today do alot of things , with someone very gong beside me , i will upload his constipation photo next time . Very funny die him , <3 Hahah , dont know what to say lah . Wait for my next post cause my dear now looking i very ps . He very irritating also , disiao xiaozhu mummy on msn . Very cute die .

Talk about some lanjiao thing , laughs . Bye bye !

Having super great time with you .
Sunday, November 1, 2009 || 1:13 AM


Xiaozhu secretly take pic of us , haha sho cute siah she ! My mummy sister <3>
Xiaozhu & me , 3rd best sister !
My baby and me , taken by xiaozhu mummy .

Happy birthday to my beloved baby , aaron

Haha , that bodoh baby of mine , everytime bully aku one ! You better watch out uh , i will bully you back one de . Anw , i will not let anyone come between us one , so dont say that u dontknow we will alst anot alright . Next time meet you sure tickle you untill buay tahan one uh ! Tml meeting baby leys , he suddenky sms me wan meet me tml . Hahah i love him alot alot ! Talking to that thunder on msn , haha wan paik me siboh see you can piak untill anot lo . And to that cheebye zarboh who spam aku , cheebye u i know who u le lah hor . Bgy talk only no need spam me untill like that uh ! Knn you / -.-

Baby , the first picture is i specially do for you , will buy present next time we meet thn giv u