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Dont bother u fucking idiot .
Sunday, October 18, 2009 || 10:54 PM
Went slacking around the whole day , bioing tapor ;D and smoking texas with prettayes . Dont bother replying all text , no interested to know who sms me . Whole day yesterday darm dulan dontknow why lah . Around 7 plus went arcade actually want play para para than scared xiasuay myself than in the end boh . Gastric pain untill like fcking buay tahan lah .
Today still hav pain abit , but not as pain as yesterday . Just now went down block buy thing , grp of those fucktard staring like what the fuck . Slash my self , cant feel the pain . Bleed bleed bleed , picture of me slashing will be uploaded tonight . Im too tired already .
The last drip of tears hav dried , i dont hav the strenght anymore boy boy . I reject all already cause i not interested in any of them . Whatever i do i think it is distrubing to you , so dont bother me . I slash my wrist untill like fuck toot but i guess u wont bother so what the point ? You're just an object to me , i given up boy .
Crash and burnim sorry babe.
how could i be such an idiot
we're talkin through the door please open it
i'm down on my knees & the neighbors can see, that i regret so desperately
baby if u please just hear me out
i really hope to god i can work it out
im soaked to the skin just let me in
you cant believe what i must've been
i know that ur hurtingi know i was wrong
i know that for certain you know we belong
please let me see you, please open up
i beg ur forgiveness dont let us fall
give me 1 more chancebefore we crash and burn
give me 1 more chance before the point of no return
i'd give everything to make it good again
i'd do anything to get out of this tailspin
give me 1 more chance before we crash and burn please.
please baby don't leave me standing here
makeup runnin black in a stream of tears
i think what we had, lets get it cuz
losin yous gonna drive me mad
plz baby baby let me come inside
we can talk it out where its warm and dry
i really need u to look into my eyes
i really want u to believe me when i apologize
