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Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

I don't write post to please anyone. A typical girl next door, bel 16.
I need no judgement, but you may stay. Read more about me and maybe you'll know me well and change the point of view of me
I can be tough, can be strong. I've a wonderful boyf, wonderful sisters that acc me throughout.
-That's me

The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



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小ray (L) chu '
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 || 12:48 AM

Tampines > whitsand > tiong > bishan > batok > simei . (L)

Xiaoice sister ytd outside my schl meet me than went whitesand eat KFC . Than follow her go pierced septum . Hahah , next week my turn to pierced my eye brwon if i have nothing on . See xiaoice do sept damn fuck scared xiah , so damn pain can . Than after that smoke than go to tiong slack slack tgt with xiaozhu & xiaored . Saw one cheebye fucking gay walking around , damn xia lan can . Ohmys ! Than around 7 plus went to bishan go find kaifeng , than walk walk at junction 8 than went down batok , slack slack . Hahah , damn tired can . Reach home around 10 plus going 11 . Damnzxc , -.- Today called down by bernard alot of times , laughs . Hahah , ahboii wan me patch with him .Alright i anything lah , dont hong anymore uhs ! (: (L)

I still miss you even we're not together anymore , i know i going to regret what i choosen to give up but i hav no choice baby . I dont care what am i to you , but to me you're treasure alright . I still love you , my seventeen bendan . (L)

小ray (L) chu '
|| 12:48 AM

Tampines > whitsand > tiong > bishan > batok > simei . (L)

Xiaoice sister ytd outside my schl meet me than went whitesand eat KFC . Than follow her go pierced septum . Hahah , next week my turn to pierced my eye brwon if i have nothing on . See xiaoice do sept damn fuck scared xiah , so damn pain can . Than after that smoke than go to tiong slack slack tgt with xiaozhu & xiaored . Saw one cheebye fucking gay walking around , damn xia lan can . Ohmys ! Than around 7 plus went to bishan go find kaifeng , than walk walk at junction 8 than went down batok , slack slack . Hahah , damn tired can . Reach home around 10 plus going 11 . Damnzxc , -.- Today called down by bernard alot of times , laughs . Hahah , ahboii wan me patch with him .Alright i anything lah , dont hong anymore uhs ! (: (L)

I still miss you even we're not together anymore , i know i going to regret what i choosen to give up but i hav no choice baby . I dont care what am i to you , but to me you're treasure alright . I still love you , my seventeen bendan . (L)

Mai talk cock lah
Monday, September 28, 2009 || 1:52 AM





No more heartbreak le , i stop trying baby . Stop breathing because of you . Byes




Aku xiaoray is heart - dead . <3>


queklaypeng@hotmail.com : add in msn . Thanks peoples










Sister , xiaoice and me are engaged ! Ilove her die lah , No matterr what , i wont leave her alone de uhs , Me insert many heart to her






Mai talk cock lah
|| 1:52 AM





No more heartbreak le , i stop trying baby . Stop breathing because of you . Byes




Aku xiaoray is heart - dead . <3>


queklaypeng@hotmail.com : add in msn . Thanks peoples










Sister , xiaoice and me are engaged ! Ilove her die lah , No matterr what , i wont leave her alone de uhs , Me insert many heart to her






Fucked up lifes
Sunday, September 27, 2009 || 1:52 AM



Saving for my butterfly tatoos , piercing eyebrown amd xtend hair . Long time nvr upload picture already . This design sui right , hahah . Damn peicik with everything , im worn off already . See tml if my gan mummy got buy viceroy than khup 2 stick from her bhs . Mine finish le lo , damn damn . Talking to Viona sister yesterday , she shw me something . See le tears drop like pearls , heart damn pain lah deh . I dont slash for no reason , is i too fucked up with everything le lah hor . No use telling anyone , too late for a U turn le . Bo bian shall go ahead with everything in front of me . Tired of trying , sick of crying at late night when thinking of eui .

> Anony ; come my schl see my hand lah , see i fake or u lao kui hur . Please mai hide behing talk big lah u . I stripe u dare come boh , fuck you lah hor .

Xiaoice , babydrea , candylover , sister


Fucked up lifes
|| 1:52 AM



Saving for my butterfly tatoos , piercing eyebrown amd xtend hair . Long time nvr upload picture already . This design sui right , hahah . Damn peicik with everything , im worn off already . See tml if my gan mummy got buy viceroy than khup 2 stick from her bhs . Mine finish le lo , damn damn . Talking to Viona sister yesterday , she shw me something . See le tears drop like pearls , heart damn pain lah deh . I dont slash for no reason , is i too fucked up with everything le lah hor . No use telling anyone , too late for a U turn le . Bo bian shall go ahead with everything in front of me . Tired of trying , sick of crying at late night when thinking of eui .

> Anony ; come my schl see my hand lah , see i fake or u lao kui hur . Please mai hide behing talk big lah u . I stripe u dare come boh , fuck you lah hor .

Xiaoice , babydrea , candylover , sister


Peicik life
Saturday, September 26, 2009 || 12:51 AM

Yesterday after lan , went khup cig from a boy dontknow what name . Chit chat than zhao home , saw xiaowei they all . Walk and talk to them with my peicik lifes , they all pg me look look . Went home bath , super wuper boliao die . Call fren settle me taiji , damn that fucking pubor lan lah . Me damn peicik with you le lah hor , i dare you say another word and i sumpa i slap ur face like pig lah hor . No lah peoples , mai fight in aku tag leys . -.- Me later zhao to meet my fren go activity . Damn lanjiao bored . Whatever , im off .

Baby , everytime i miss you i will try my best to forgot you . But i really cant cause im deep in love with you . I cant live without you taking care of me . Super happy die when you talk with me and guanxin me again . Me love love love love love you & me dont catre what other say bad about you , loves <3

Peicik life
|| 12:51 AM

Yesterday after lan , went khup cig from a boy dontknow what name . Chit chat than zhao home , saw xiaowei they all . Walk and talk to them with my peicik lifes , they all pg me look look . Went home bath , super wuper boliao die . Call fren settle me taiji , damn that fucking pubor lan lah . Me damn peicik with you le lah hor , i dare you say another word and i sumpa i slap ur face like pig lah hor . No lah peoples , mai fight in aku tag leys . -.- Me later zhao to meet my fren go activity . Damn lanjiao bored . Whatever , im off .

Baby , everytime i miss you i will try my best to forgot you . But i really cant cause im deep in love with you . I cant live without you taking care of me . Super happy die when you talk with me and guanxin me again . Me love love love love love you & me dont catre what other say bad about you , loves <3

Tired of trying
Thursday, September 24, 2009 || 10:43 PM






No lah , i wont be the same anymore cause i know i am tired , Tired if trying , sick of crying . Baby if you do miss me than you come find me , but if you dont nvm alright . Chatting with yewchong and Louis first than my ahboon gan steady called and talk . So wuxim sia him , pei me talk untill 9 plus . Ahboon say he wan slash with me , wan challenge see who slash more . Hahah , me cfm win him one lo . Lets bleed together alright , loves ! Thought you say you will takecares of me , bull shit lah u . Slash myself in front of jaslyn and co , they say aku stupid , tah indeed i am . I already gone , left the stupid me here . Im no longer alive , byes .

Entertaining stranger to seek attention , damn . Where my bendan went . ? Pekcik with that senior lanjiao , me dog u huanlo for fuck . Please lah ji qu wei me jio u out one on one lah . Me tahan for so long le can , stop lah cheebye !

Tired of trying
|| 10:43 PM






No lah , i wont be the same anymore cause i know i am tired , Tired if trying , sick of crying . Baby if you do miss me than you come find me , but if you dont nvm alright . Chatting with yewchong and Louis first than my ahboon gan steady called and talk . So wuxim sia him , pei me talk untill 9 plus . Ahboon say he wan slash with me , wan challenge see who slash more . Hahah , me cfm win him one lo . Lets bleed together alright , loves ! Thought you say you will takecares of me , bull shit lah u . Slash myself in front of jaslyn and co , they say aku stupid , tah indeed i am . I already gone , left the stupid me here . Im no longer alive , byes .

Entertaining stranger to seek attention , damn . Where my bendan went . ? Pekcik with that senior lanjiao , me dog u huanlo for fuck . Please lah ji qu wei me jio u out one on one lah . Me tahan for so long le can , stop lah cheebye !

Missing die you , maimai
|| 12:24 AM

Me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you
Me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me loveyou , me love you
Me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you
Me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you
Me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you

Edwin ( maimai ) wo love die eui ! / <3
Me meet you next week alright , damn miss die you lahs ! Sorry , today cant find you , next week alright ? Loves

Missing die you , maimai
|| 12:24 AM

Me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you
Me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me loveyou , me love you
Me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you
Me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you
Me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you , me love you

Edwin ( maimai ) wo love die eui ! / <3
Me meet you next week alright , damn miss die you lahs ! Sorry , today cant find you , next week alright ? Loves

Slashing over you
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 || 12:16 AM

When school finally , me bored die leys . Gastric tak boleh tahan can . Damn -.- Yesterday went meet baby at bukit batok , wait for him so long can . Around 2 than he come , with his friend along , than went his house . Play with his sister de son , so cute die man . Play play play , -.- Than went home around 9 plus , reach hme already 10 going reach 11 . Damn tio scolded for coming back home so late . Laughs , <3 Today went schl , sleep sleep sleep lah . Very sleepy whole day . No mood concerntrate (?) Use jaslyn's phone sms-ing baby . My bendan always , wo ai ta ! Currently me now at lan , bored die talking to stranger in msn . Ohmys ! Thank for those peoples who added me in friendster , but me dont want accept all thanks ^^ Went councelling untill 12 plus , please la hor ji gu wei lah , mai behind me talk talk can boh ?

Slashing my wrist to end all those pain , missing you always . Whenever you're not around shows me how much i misses you . Baby are you down down down down down , ? I will not let you go , holding you as tide as possible baby ! ♥

Slashing over you
|| 12:16 AM

When school finally , me bored die leys . Gastric tak boleh tahan can . Damn -.- Yesterday went meet baby at bukit batok , wait for him so long can . Around 2 than he come , with his friend along , than went his house . Play with his sister de son , so cute die man . Play play play , -.- Than went home around 9 plus , reach hme already 10 going reach 11 . Damn tio scolded for coming back home so late . Laughs , <3 Today went schl , sleep sleep sleep lah . Very sleepy whole day . No mood concerntrate (?) Use jaslyn's phone sms-ing baby . My bendan always , wo ai ta ! Currently me now at lan , bored die talking to stranger in msn . Ohmys ! Thank for those peoples who added me in friendster , but me dont want accept all thanks ^^ Went councelling untill 12 plus , please la hor ji gu wei lah , mai behind me talk talk can boh ?

Slashing my wrist to end all those pain , missing you always . Whenever you're not around shows me how much i misses you . Baby are you down down down down down , ? I will not let you go , holding you as tide as possible baby ! ♥

Whats your problem ?
Saturday, September 19, 2009 || 1:49 AM

Kanina , xtend hair now so damn long like ghost . Lol
Need to xtend more , about 30 strand next week . Laughs .
Sms baby , he scold me say why i took so long than reply him leys , sorry !
Me sumpa next week if he free i go find him slack slack , laughs !
Whole morning and afternoon taking photo with aku phone , -.-
Hair damn pekcik , keep seperate in the middle . Go cut bangs , untill eyebrown .
Went friendster check check , more than 40 people add . Cant accept all
Cause later scared acc full than need do another lo , damn damn damn ...
Accept some and move on to comment , sorry lah kaifeng never reply eui .
Today don'tknow why , miss baby to the maxi core alright .
Neverm contiune my fucking blog post , haiya monday boh schl again .
Never went schl , " miss " die schl days leys . Laughs , ok .
Alright i shud end here people , byes

Whats your problem ?
|| 1:49 AM

Kanina , xtend hair now so damn long like ghost . Lol
Need to xtend more , about 30 strand next week . Laughs .
Sms baby , he scold me say why i took so long than reply him leys , sorry !
Me sumpa next week if he free i go find him slack slack , laughs !
Whole morning and afternoon taking photo with aku phone , -.-
Hair damn pekcik , keep seperate in the middle . Go cut bangs , untill eyebrown .
Went friendster check check , more than 40 people add . Cant accept all
Cause later scared acc full than need do another lo , damn damn damn ...
Accept some and move on to comment , sorry lah kaifeng never reply eui .
Today don'tknow why , miss baby to the maxi core alright .
Neverm contiune my fucking blog post , haiya monday boh schl again .
Never went schl , " miss " die schl days leys . Laughs , ok .
Alright i shud end here people , byes

Love die sisters (L)
Friday, September 18, 2009 || 2:02 AM

Hahah , thanks for the birthday wishes peoples . (L)

}Xiaoice , Rucui , Teckmeng , Kaifeng && others . Me hearts you !

Yesterday edwind come find me around 12 , than pei him until 7 plus .

Sian die me , keep on entertaining him , laughs (:

Mama , me miss die him leys . but hor mai xiang y can le .

Just went bugis with xiaoice baby dear sister , laughs !

Morning sms him till now haven reply lo , ma de i worried la .

Went xtend hair , xiaoice say nicer than last time

Laughs , wil be colouring it to cheastnut brown soon <3

Oh fuck nabey , tio grounded ! Cheebye lanjiao , middle fin lah !



Lets repeat again , never went schl for 3 days . Laughs !

Tio gastric and vomit damn , edwin come takecare me ! Sweet !

Than pei him at staircase , walk eastpoint he buy stud .

So beng still wan say me lian , laughs !

Do alot of stuff , he aku bendan alright ! Loves <3

Okeh , than gastric again , he want piggyback me home . -.-\

In the end i ps lo , this end here . Sms him (:



Today , went bugis . With aku xiaoice candylover ! Me love die eui !

Xtend strand , colouring soon too . Loves
Currently at internet cafe , missing die him .

Alright i shall end here peoples , thanks for th day .



Baby , 17th i lovedieyou ! Woaini die alright , loves

Love die sisters (L)
|| 2:02 AM

Hahah , thanks for the birthday wishes peoples . (L)

}Xiaoice , Rucui , Teckmeng , Kaifeng && others . Me hearts you !

Yesterday edwind come find me around 12 , than pei him until 7 plus .

Sian die me , keep on entertaining him , laughs (:

Mama , me miss die him leys . but hor mai xiang y can le .

Just went bugis with xiaoice baby dear sister , laughs !

Morning sms him till now haven reply lo , ma de i worried la .

Went xtend hair , xiaoice say nicer than last time

Laughs , wil be colouring it to cheastnut brown soon <3

Oh fuck nabey , tio grounded ! Cheebye lanjiao , middle fin lah !



Lets repeat again , never went schl for 3 days . Laughs !

Tio gastric and vomit damn , edwin come takecare me ! Sweet !

Than pei him at staircase , walk eastpoint he buy stud .

So beng still wan say me lian , laughs !

Do alot of stuff , he aku bendan alright ! Loves <3

Okeh , than gastric again , he want piggyback me home . -.-\

In the end i ps lo , this end here . Sms him (:



Today , went bugis . With aku xiaoice candylover ! Me love die eui !

Xtend strand , colouring soon too . Loves
Currently at internet cafe , missing die him .

Alright i shall end here peoples , thanks for th day .



Baby , 17th i lovedieyou ! Woaini die alright , loves

Friday, September 11, 2009 || 10:43 PM











Aku love die eui
Thats all pictures taken last few days , actually hav alot more but didn;t upload people .
Wont be using blog so often as last time , but dont eui dare not visit my blog alright .
Next week mayb will be going xtend hair if possible .
Alright && happy birthday to aku alright . 13o9
Thats all peoples , hearts-xiaoray@hotmail.com ; do view and add prettys .
Aku xiaoray missdieeui

|| 10:43 PM











Aku love die eui
Thats all pictures taken last few days , actually hav alot more but didn;t upload people .
Wont be using blog so often as last time , but dont eui dare not visit my blog alright .
Next week mayb will be going xtend hair if possible .
Alright && happy birthday to aku alright . 13o9
Thats all peoples , hearts-xiaoray@hotmail.com ; do view and add prettys .
Aku xiaoray missdieeui

Don't even up to the standard
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 || 12:11 AM

Whiesand > bugis > Eastpoint > home sweet home . (L)
Yesterday went whitesand meet hermosa & zining first , LOL
They went KFC eat than me follow them , saw Michelle there with her tabor .
From simei zhao to bugis , 40 min long die can / -.-
Walk aroung 2nd floor at bugis street , finding my sort of kimono shirt .
Finally saw and bought , 10$ money fly fly fly .
Walk around , went iluma walk walk . Took pictures , laughs .
Fucking bad hair day , cheebye cheebye cheebye . Whole day lan lan .
Went back simei than went cut hair , 10$ . Nice bodoh .
Spike , below damn thin . Hahah , will xtend in november .
Cheebye tio scolded for nothing , by the lao auntie .
Damn xiasuay sia , old le dont want admit still there kpkb .
Next week me want book my dear sister out 24/7 whole day .
Hahah , alright . I think thats all for today . Byes

Don't even up to the standard
|| 12:11 AM

Whiesand > bugis > Eastpoint > home sweet home . (L)
Yesterday went whitesand meet hermosa & zining first , LOL
They went KFC eat than me follow them , saw Michelle there with her tabor .
From simei zhao to bugis , 40 min long die can / -.-
Walk aroung 2nd floor at bugis street , finding my sort of kimono shirt .
Finally saw and bought , 10$ money fly fly fly .
Walk around , went iluma walk walk . Took pictures , laughs .
Fucking bad hair day , cheebye cheebye cheebye . Whole day lan lan .
Went back simei than went cut hair , 10$ . Nice bodoh .
Spike , below damn thin . Hahah , will xtend in november .
Cheebye tio scolded for nothing , by the lao auntie .
Damn xiasuay sia , old le dont want admit still there kpkb .
Next week me want book my dear sister out 24/7 whole day .
Hahah , alright . I think thats all for today . Byes

Bored die me
Friday, September 4, 2009 || 9:04 PM

Yesterday cross country dont bother to go , bored die me at hme .
Sleep untill 8 plus than watch tv until mother came home .
She suggested if wanna xia bugis iluma ? Nah , tues than .
In the end never xia bugis but go eastpoint . Hahah
Bought a nail colour 3.90$ at watson than saw kim & co .
Oh i want buy my chestnut brown liese bubble hair colouring .
Sms June , Hermosa , Teckmeng , Kaifeng and they all .
Complaining how bored i am right now , LOL
Continue to read my blog post everyday yah , me love you die (L)

Just now sms Damien about introh zarbor to him (:
Today sure cfm boh people jio me out one , hais nvm .
Tuesday can xia bugis with sisters can liao . (L)
Take cares peoples & do add me in friendster yah ! (♥ )

Xiaoray 小ray

Bored die me
|| 9:04 PM

Yesterday cross country dont bother to go , bored die me at hme .
Sleep untill 8 plus than watch tv until mother came home .
She suggested if wanna xia bugis iluma ? Nah , tues than .
In the end never xia bugis but go eastpoint . Hahah
Bought a nail colour 3.90$ at watson than saw kim & co .
Oh i want buy my chestnut brown liese bubble hair colouring .
Sms June , Hermosa , Teckmeng , Kaifeng and they all .
Complaining how bored i am right now , LOL
Continue to read my blog post everyday yah , me love you die (L)

Just now sms Damien about introh zarbor to him (:
Today sure cfm boh people jio me out one , hais nvm .
Tuesday can xia bugis with sisters can liao . (L)
Take cares peoples & do add me in friendster yah ! (♥ )

Xiaoray 小ray

Happy birthday
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 || 11:56 PM

Happy belated belated birthday to aqillah gan-mummy
010909 , went to tamp watch where got ghost movie .
Nice bodoh (: Humourous and scary lah (L)
Than saw jingwei with his friend twice , hahah . He pierced lip manzxc -.-
Than went home after watching movie , saw a sep piercin boy . Damn nice bodoh !
On 020909 ,
Dont know what i did yesterday , hahah i stm xiaogirl lahs
When going home saw zining with her tapor , hahah sweet (L) Me love eui sister .
Than chiong home sms jac than seh call me talk about my tapor eh taiji .
Today chiong home after schl to use compt , slack until last period .
Sleep , doze , slack at schl have my last paper than finish . Damn fuck happy bodoh (:
Alright shall go update friendster thingy , (L) die sister and eui !
Sister next tues all xia bugis ahs , shop till we drop okehs ?
Sisters mai dua me hor , those who bomb me i piak ur pigu ^^ (L)oves die eui \Maybe we go sisha , hermosa sister jio me go there , See bhs . I vvv love eui
I currently don't need boys , so i wont accept you alright ? Im sorry lah .
Whatever tiongxim , mai talk rubbish with me leys , i puke blood / -.-
I shall wait wait long long for another one , currently i not so inters in eui thanks (L)
Withluvzxc , heart
Aku xiaoray

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Happy birthday
|| 11:56 PM

Happy belated belated birthday to aqillah gan-mummy
010909 , went to tamp watch where got ghost movie .
Nice bodoh (: Humourous and scary lah (L)
Than saw jingwei with his friend twice , hahah . He pierced lip manzxc -.-
Than went home after watching movie , saw a sep piercin boy . Damn nice bodoh !
On 020909 ,
Dont know what i did yesterday , hahah i stm xiaogirl lahs
When going home saw zining with her tapor , hahah sweet (L) Me love eui sister .
Than chiong home sms jac than seh call me talk about my tapor eh taiji .
Today chiong home after schl to use compt , slack until last period .
Sleep , doze , slack at schl have my last paper than finish . Damn fuck happy bodoh (:
Alright shall go update friendster thingy , (L) die sister and eui !
Sister next tues all xia bugis ahs , shop till we drop okehs ?
Sisters mai dua me hor , those who bomb me i piak ur pigu ^^ (L)oves die eui \Maybe we go sisha , hermosa sister jio me go there , See bhs . I vvv love eui
I currently don't need boys , so i wont accept you alright ? Im sorry lah .
Whatever tiongxim , mai talk rubbish with me leys , i puke blood / -.-
I shall wait wait long long for another one , currently i not so inters in eui thanks (L)
Withluvzxc , heart
Aku xiaoray

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